C-ookielove

A whole new chapter.

2012-02-29T22:07:00.003+08:00

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Finally, the end of my poly life.

At last, I've breezed through my 3 years of poly life and took my very last exam, last Friday, in Nyp. Just the thought of going back there for graduation feels so exciting. (: Gotta pray hard my last semester's results will be good though. Kinda regretting now that I didn't study harder these three years. I could achieve much better results and land myself in a local university. But I took things for granted, slacked and lazed my way through. Thought it'd be good enough, and now what? I'm gonna end up in some private university thanks to my laziness.

Now I'm even too lazy to gather all the things I need, and start sending in my application to all the universities. The thought of how troublesome the process is, makes me keep procrastinating. Whywhy, why am I sucha lazy ass? ): Someone, please wake me up and get me going. Motivate me to send in my applications, find a part time job, and stop wasting my time and life away at home everyday watching dramas and playing games! :/

Anyhow, remember how I keep saying I've nothing to look forward in life? That feeling's getting stronger and stronger these day. Everything's changed, and nothing really seems to matter anymore. I'm learning to be more independent, more open. I'm cutting all strings loose. I've almost no close friends left. I'm just, living day after day and wishing it'd come to an end soon. Alright, what a fucking depressing post.

On a happier note, GRADUATE LO!

xo.

Downhill.

2012-02-12T16:51:00.004+08:00

Everything's not going right for me now.

Been drinking almost every Friday and Saturday. Life's screwed right now. Friends? Maybe only E1 and Joey has been around me to console me and talk to me, accompany me even though they are really tired and really don't want to spend money on drinking. I don't even have the mood to study anymore, when my exams are starting this coming Friday. I'm really gonna end up screwing up this last semester. What happened to making this last lap, a good one?

Relationship wise, I'm not gonna say much here. But I really hope nothing goes wrong. Because I don't ever want to lose you again, really. I love you. I just want things to be fine again, life to be fun again, and us to be sweet again. I've never felt so alone before.

Like its really just me against the world.

Bleak Future, filled with Uncertainty.

2012-02-02T04:40:00.003+08:00

I love you baby. Happy 28th's. ♥

Just celebrated our monthsary earlier, met Baby at Bugis and had dinner at Lenas again. Wasted my main course, yet again, cause I didn't really like it. But their desserts are mad awesome. Monstercue for pool, and went to chill at boat quay with Lp and Ryan before cabbing home. Spending so much money on drinking these days, it's really crazy!

That aside, I'm graduating from Nyp really soon! Two more weeks till exams, three more weeks till the last day of being a poly student. Honestly, I still don't know what I'm gonna do with my future. SIM, Local Universities (Lousy GPA, though), Work? Okay, last one's probably out cause Dad's gonna kill me. Maybe I shall just ask him, since he's always the one deciding my future for me, and I can't say otherwise anyway. Got into Nyp, studying B&F because of him. So, why not let him do it again right? Since I'm just really studying for the sake of the certs, for better employment opportunities in the future. So.. Whatever.

Slacking so much this semester. Skipped almost all the lectures, and now that debarment's over, I've skipped almost two whole weeks of school already. Only appearing when there's presentations. I'm growing into such a lazy ass. ): Really ought to start studying and doing notes soon, and make this final lap a good one. Ohno, suddenly feel like I've alot to do. Gonna be a hectic two weeks for me.

Hello February, please be good to me and pass by in a breeze.

xo.

The last lap.

2012-01-03T23:56:00.005+08:00

Happy 2012 people, have an awesome year ahead. (:

Gosh. I've been playing the whole of this holiday, till I forgot about all the work I'm supposed to do. Suddenly hit me when I realised the number of projects due next week and the week after next. There's even a paper next week that I didn't know of. What? Really lost all the mood and motivation for school, projects and exams. Urgh.

Anyway. Had a quite fail birthday celebration for Prissy on the 28th. All the last minute people who decided they couldn't make it, turn off really. But at least we managed to surprise her I guess? Most embarrassing day ever, walking around Bugis junction in pink spongebob pyjamas. Hope you enjoyed your birthday, bestfriend. ♥

New Year countdown was so-so. Steamboat dinner with 3 other couples. (: But damn fail, we kinda did our countdown at the steamboat place itself. And the tall buildings just had to block the fireworks. Tsk. Ate like free and I left, still hungry. :/ Holiday Inn to get alcohol, Monstercue, Joey's place for drinking session and went back home near morning?

I don't really feel like 2012's gonna be great at all. No more stay overs for me at Bb's, which really kills the mood. I'm going to graduate but, why so happy? I'll need to continue studying in a private university anyway. Pool skills beginning to suck very much. Still, nothing to look forward to. Oh well. Shall spare you from my pessimism. On a lighter note, can't wait for CNY to come! Gonna grow fat eating all the goodies. Pineapple tarts and Bak kwas, here I come. :D

xo.

Simple Christmas, the year's almost over.

2011-12-27T12:05:00.003+08:00

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Late Christmas wishes to everyone! (:

Though, I'm not sure who actually comes here anymore. This is pretty much becoming a private blog. Anyway, 24th/25th December 2011; spent Christmas with the usuals. Met up with E1, Joey and Eric at Monstercue in the late afternoon or evening first. Cymon and B.o. came by as well, and we headed off for dinner at Ewf. Damn, town was really packed, super annoying.

Slacked at Spinelli at Orchard Central afterwhich for a puff or two. Cymon and friends left, while Gillian and boyf, Pris and Tecksoon came by to chill with us. Parted ways and we headed to Ratchada, again, for some drinks. Quite boring really. We need new places to chill at! Left, fully sober, and walked rounds around town looking for B.o's nightrider bustop before we cabbed back home.

Woke up in the late afternoon the next day, dinner with E1 and Liying at Clarkequay's Bak kut teh! ♥ And we walked to Boat Quay, Esplanade and finally Marina Square for some snooker and bowling. Felt quite nice to take a walk like that. (: Makes me feel like exploring different parts of our small island!

2011 really felt like it passed by in a blink. Barely felt like I've done much this year other than waste my life away? But still, thank you everyone for playing a part in my life. My dearest boyfriend for spending most of his time with me, My bestfriend Pris for always being there, E1 for always coming out for crazy pool sessions together, Gillian, classmates, etc. My life may not be one with crazy fun or with many people in it. But I guess just a few special, beloved people will be enough for me. Lets end this year well and may 2012 be a good year. ♥

xo.

I can't imagine the day I won't. ♥

2011-12-19T12:12:00.003+08:00

I'm finally having my holidays. Though it's only for three weeks.
But, gosh. Can't even remember when's the last time I had them. The pathetic two weeks of term break I had half a year ago? Or the real two months holidays I had over a year ago? Poly is seriously crazy. I feel like I'm having 4 semesters straight, non-stop without any breaks at all. TEP, Semester 1, IPP, then Semester 2. Don't even know why I'm studying for sometimes. ): No plans for my holidays either. Quite sure I'm just gonna rot and sleep my holidays away.

Time and life's passing me by in a blur, so quickly. And here I am, sitting around and doing nothing at all. I wanna go on a holiday, just a short getaway from everything just for awhile. Miss how Daddy always brought us out during Christmas period. Used to hate it so much, but now I kinda miss all the snow, the retarded things we do cause we can behave like suaku tourists, and how much fun I can actually have with my siblings. Ohman. Hope Daddy brings us somewhere soon. ♥

Anyways, I'm really bored. Stayed over at Bb's from Friday till this morning. So I ended up having to wake up early in the morning today so that baby can go to work while I came back home. And.. I thought I'd sleep my afternoon away, but I came home feeling wide awake. Great. But, complaints aside, it feels kinda nice though! Waking up to help him pack his bag to bring to work, clearing up his messy room before leaving house together. Little joys in life. (:

xo.

What doesnt kill you, makes you stronger.

2011-12-08T02:28:00.001+08:00

Heartfelt thoughts: Life can be such a bitch.

Sometimes, I secretly wish that things like my current cough would just kill me. Coughing like no tomorrow, till the part below my ribs stings like mad when i cough too hard. Or maybe I can just be playing pool at Monstercue someday, and just suffer from a heart attack and die. Or my infection will just relapse and become fatal. Or.. Maybe not. That seems too painful. :S But, well, you get the gist of it. Things will be so much simpler then.

Kay, I'm not being emo or suicidal here. I'm not dumb enough to go about taking my own life for fun. Its just.. I don't really know what I'm living for. What's my goal in life? Why am i studying so hard for, where or what do I wanna be in, say, 5 years down the road? Whats the real meaning of living? What is life really all about? Play, study, work, die? Sounds really stupid to me. :/

Its not like I'm good in anything. I don't having anything awesome to flaunt, nothing to be proud of. I don't have an amazing character. I'm hardly a good friend, or person. I'm really beginning to feel like I'm just living for the sake of it. Just, patiently waiting here for something to just take me away, unexpectedly. No worries, no troubles. Don't even need to bother bout my thoughts, feelings nor emotions anymore.

And at that point in time, who's actually gonna be sad, and who'll even notice? I'd rather not know that answer, cause it's probably be so damned pathetic.

xo.

All masks eventually have to come off.

2011-11-23T15:36:00.002+08:00

So many things I wanna do now. I wanna go shopping. Watch tons of movies like Breaking Dawn, 那些年我們一起追的女孩, Happy Feet 2. I wanna play pool everyday, improve myself. But I feel like I've got no time at all. Entrepreneur report due on Friday, barely touched. Personal Selling Report due on Monday, untouched. Feel like I'm gonna go crazy.

22nd November. Wanted to eat Superdog so bad, but walked to the one at 313 to realise its GONE. So I just lost my closest access to Superdog. Sucks to be me. So settled for Long John's, unsatisfied. Went for pool, and caught Immortals at night. Gotta say that I find the story and plot rather stupid. Kept complaining and tell Bb lame things. I'm such a movie spoiler. Hehe. Went back home, supposed to get my stupid report done but it was late and i got lazy.

It's Wednesday today. Means I'm halfway through the week, the weekends are coming. :D Gonna go chiong my Entrep report now, hopefully I can finish it by today, provided I don't procrastinate. (: Jiayou to self.

Girls, on the Dancefloor. ♥

2011-11-21T13:58:00.013+08:00

In school now, and I'm bored. Damn sleepy, only slept for 3 hours or so. Super sad life, I swear. School's at 1pm, and I've been in school since 9am for Entrepreneurship project meeting. Don't know why they must have this fucked up module, to screw us up in our last semester. Fuck all our lives. And I only realized just now that there are alot of upcoming ICAs and individual project deadlines - Which I haven't started on any. Oh, I'm so screwed. :/

Anyway. We got Enwei to relive his merlion moment. (: Ratchada with Peixun Bb, Joey and Enwei on Saturday night after pool, to chill. I didn't drink much though, but the three of them got so damn high. Super hot singer/dancer spotted that night, too. ♥ And E1 just suddenly disappeared for at least half an hour, puking in the toilet, and coming back, dead drunk. Left cause E1 looked like he's dying. :o Outside Ratchada, he even shared the dustbin with some guy to puke together. LOL. Epic shit. Sent E1 back home, and went back to Baby's to crash.

I think.. we're all turning alcoholic. Nope, not good at all. Really need to start saving some money and not use up all my internship pay so quickly. Need to maintain. Kay, back to Tumblr, Twitter and whatnot. Can't wait to go to Baby's after school. ♥

xo.

Crazy fun, and Havoc nights.

2011-11-15T14:39:00.002+08:00

Had a really awesome 19th birthday celebration. :D Thank you all for the wishes, those who came down to Ratchada to make me puke, Pris girlfriend for puking with me and lastly my dearest Peixun Bb for taking care of me while i was on my puking spree. :b Really appreciated, and I had fun getting wasted even though the hangover after that was a bitch! ♥

Hokay. Baby's been bugging me to update this rotting space. SEE, I did not forget okay! Haha. Life is still boring even though IPP's ended! There's absolutely NOTHING to do in this stupid island. And my pool skills are beginning to suck balls. ): Can't aim for nuts. Ugh.

Butbut, I've been back to tonning with Baby and Enwei on some Saturdays! Playing pool, eating Xinwang or Swee Choon Tim Sum, watching late night movieees. Feels like good old times! Where we'd ton pool until 3am every weekend like nobody's business. :D

Kay, Last semester of school already. Killer modules but, I WILL SURVIVE! Can't wait to fucking graduate from this place. Woohoo, I feel so old but who cares! Shall stop pressing my phone and go listen to my lecture. Will come back here when i feel like it!

Last of all, I ♥ You, Boo Peixun. (:

You're gonna catch a cold, from the ice inside your soul.

2011-10-11T01:40:00.004+08:00

Lying wide awake on bed. Don't really feel like sleeping, but I have to cause of stupid work. Sigh, really feel so fucked up sometimes. I mean, why do I have to be dumped aside to some other department, all by myself? I'm cool with being alone, but it sucks not having anyone to talk to when the job's so boring. ): Ohwell, gonna endure this shit life for another 13 working days and I'll officially bid IPP goodbye. Woo, I can't wait. :D

Anyway, just celebrated our Two years anniversary. Feels pretty awesome, and scary at the same time, being with just one person for so long. (: Been Mapling at Baby's house these days after work, going to pool every few days, staying over on the weekends. Sounds like a boring routine but somehow, i just never get bored of it. ^^ I love my Babyboy. ♥

Hung out with Prissy on some days too, and Gillian a few days back. Really miss the silly times we used to have together. Climbing school gates, exploring random places, slacking under void decks. We've all moved on with our own lives, but still, the memories that we have together, stays. (:

Can't believe how random this post is, guess I'm just bored. &Something's wrong with my blogging style out of a sudden. Super weirddd. Okay, off to sleepz. Life, please treat me better.

xo.

Words, has lost their meanings.

2011-09-25T17:47:00.003+08:00

Life's really too much of a routine now, really not used to it. Its tiring me out so bad that I always end up so angsty, so frustrated by the end of the day. Sucks to be a student. Gonna be stuck at A/S for the rest of the week as well as the whole of the next. On a lighter note, October's gonna be good! Will be having roadshows almost everyday of the month. (:

Anywaaay. Got a 3rd place for the competition at Monstercue. (: Quite satisfied, since i never really expected myself to go that far, and its only my second competition. Taking a little break from pool for now, before i start training and improving myself again. Must get myself up to Baby's standard!

Gah. Getting so sick and tired of life now. I'm just letting days pass me by in a blur, not doing anything bout it. Not even having any bit of fun. Its just work, food and sleep. Oh, and abit of Maple. :x Sigh, what should I do with my life. Just hoping things will get better.

P.s. I'm sorry, this space seems to have become a place full of complains. Hahaha.

Making a Comeback, tonight. ♥

2011-09-15T00:35:00.003+08:00

Haven't been here in forever. Guess I've lost the interest for blogging already, not much memories worth remembering to keep me updating this space either. Life's getting pretty mundane these days, stuck at internship, office working hours. Really tiring for someone like me who never went out to work much in the past. Not enough sleep everyday and I'm honestly not used to sleeping early, super shag. Just hope these 10 weeks pass by in a blink, spare me this agony. ):

Monstercue pool competition last week, managed to make my way into the semi-finals. Quite a surprise, but I know I really tried my hardest. Gonna continue the competition this Sunday, against Peter. Wonder what's my standard as compared to his. Just gonna give it my all, but I'm contented enough that I'll be at least a 4th place. (:

Insecurities. Guess it's inevitable that as time passes, people and things will change as well. Ridiculous arguments, attitudes, drifting apart. Its really up to us now, to work hard to keep it together. I'm really trying very hard to give in and do everything I can. But.. Sigh. I'm not sure what to say either. Just gotta hope for the best, give it my all. What's meant to be, will be in the end. We'll breeze this through, right baby? ♥

I wonder when I'll ever be happy with life. I'm always finding problems and complaining about it. School, work, friends, relationships, family. When will life finally be fun, and smooth-sailing? Where I don't have to worry about a single thing, put down all the burdens and just live life the way I want it. Well, that's probably never.

I, I love you like a love song, Baby. ♥

2011-07-06T01:54:00.002+08:00

July's here, and I must say it's gonna be hell of a busy month.
All the ICAs, Projects submissions and presentations, then Exams again.
OH, and NAPFA's like, next Wednesday. I can't freaking run. :/
Really hope Poly life can just flash pass, it's nothing but a hell hole. ):

Ugh, I'm always complaining about school at the start of my posts.
Kay, enough said. Read on for receeent updates!

26th June. The awaited competition, Snooker, &Sleep.
Woke up friggin' early, 6am. Out for breakfast with Baby's family.
&His dad sent us over to Snookerzone at bout 9 for our warmup.
Competition started, I was fucking nervous for the first two rounds.
Missed my shots so badly, &that China bastard kept giving me jiao placings. ):
Frustrated. Played till a draw, &I missed a fucking easy shot on my last ball, and lost.

Fucking upset with myself after that. Losing to someone good, fine.
Losing to someone like me with pure accuracy &little placing? Fuck it. _l_
In the end, all four of us lost to our opponents. Went to play snooker to vent. LOL.
Kopitiam for lunch, the back up to Snookerzone for pool. Sleepyshit.
Cabbed back to Baby's in the afternoon and crashed all the way.
Woke up at night for dinner and watched shows, &Came back home.

1st July. 21st month with Baby. :D
Went for school and came back home in the afternoon, Baby came over!
Nua for abit, then went on to cook our early dinner together. Hehe. ♥
Attempted to copy Tao's restaurant's bacon and mushroom gratin.
Tasted pretty awesome! :b Cooked pasta with carbonara sauce too. ~
Watched show for abit and headed out to town area.

Ion to look for Enwei, Eric and Joey. Walked around the Orchard area.
Wanted to get A|X tee for baby, but don't have size. Gah. I know he likes it. ):
Parted way and went for our movie at Cathay. Transformers!
Awesome awesome show. I love Bumblebee! Favouritee. ♥
Darryl's for mahjong with Marc afterwhich, then cabbed back home.
Thanks Marc, for sponsoring the cab fare! (:

2nd, 3rd July. Family dinners.
2nd - Mahjong in the morning with the usuals, and Zhengzhi!
Haven't hung out with him for like, god knows how long.
They left in the evening, and Baby and I left house with my family.
Dinner with relatives for Grandma's birthday at Tpy. Chilli crab is ♥!
Daddy sent us to Mrt, went over to Monstercue to meet Enwei for pool.
Played till last train and wenta Baby's to do project & sleep over.

3rd - Woke up in the late afternoon, prepared and went out.
Met Baby's family at Nex for dinner at Crystal Jade Kitchen.
The food was so-so only, so much for the expectations that it'd be good. Lol.
Left, went down to Monstercue to meet Enwei for pool again.
Yew Theng came for abit as well, all went back home early.

5th July. Little shopping &Pool.
Skipped the last three lectures and went over to Baby's.
Watched show, then went to nearby block to cut hair.
Baby's usual hairstylist is finally back, and working nearby!
Went over to Headshot lan to find Darryl &Cymon for abit.
Hokkien mee and oyster egg for dinner, then to Plaza Sing.
Shopped around for a bit! Got my flats and makeup, finally. (:
Monstercue for pool, and went back home early.

The things people do for love, and hate. ♥

2011-06-25T02:27:00.002+08:00

My precious two weeks of holidays are coming to an end pretty soon.
Haven't done much of my SIX projects. &Just realised I've papers soon.
Honestly not looking forward to the start of school. Endless misery.
Didn't even feel like I've had any fun at all yet. Boo.

Signed up for a pool competition at Toapayoh's Snookerzone!
Just gonna get some experience and try it out, thought I'm pretty sure,
I'd get kicked out by the first round. Now that I know who's my opponent.
But ohwell, gotta give it my best shot on Sunday anyway. (:

Updateupdate! Lazy to transfer pictures, though.

9th June. Outing with Prissy &Clique.
Presentation! Did some last minute memorizing and preparation.
Got so mad at Ramesh. Super fucktard and guailan, I swear. Gah.
Finished and felt a burden gone, immediately went into holiday mood. :D
Accompanied Weiqi for lunch after school, while I waited for Prissy &co.

Met her, Sheryl, Rhin, Stephanie and walked over to Amk hub for Koi.
&Caramel Frappe for me. Hehe, been super long since I had it. ♥
Me, Rhin and Prissy met Tecksoon and Tan ling on the train.
Went down to Scape for Kbox with Yankai. (: Ts's voice at the end was epic.
Botak Jones for dinner. Bought Gong Cha &slacked in Scape.
Left at 10plus to Monstercue to meet Baby &Enwei for abit of pool.

10th June. Short outing with Prissy &Clique again.
Ended school early, went back home. Supposed to have Mj, but cancelled. ):
Got so bored, thank god I managed to psycho Prissy to come out with me.
Prepared and met at Serangoon, trained down to Suntec. Walked around.
Met Tecksoon, Rhin, Tan ling, Yankai, Daniel for dinner at Pepperlunch.

Decided to go down to Monstercue for pool. They left, Baby came.
Played with Zhihao while Bb &Sharpshooter played doubles punch.
Took last train back to Baby's house for the night. (:

11th &12th June. Work at IT Fair.
Forgot how to promote and everything! Super cui at first.
Skipped meals, tired legs. Ugh, thank god it's over now.
Sales sucked pretty much, didn't get many good customers.
But this lady, Joan, really made my day. Felt so happy serving her.
Talked to her for damn long, even after closing the deal. Really awesome.

14th June. Monstercue Pool with Enwei, Eric, Joey.
Met Enwei for dinner at Plaza Sing first, then walked to Mc.
Warmed up and had a Race to 5 with him. Super off-form, though.
&I won only cause he potted both the black and the white ball,
When the score was already 4-4. Super suay ka. Hahaha.
Continued number ball with Joey, then Eric. Crazy stuffs.
Needa think up more forfeits already ah, Enwei. LOL.
Rushed for last train back home!

15th June. Monstercue &Snookerzone pool.
Woke up, reached Baby's &He fell asleep right after opening the door. :/
Facebook and Stomp a little, and decided to sleep as well. :x
Woke up in the evening, prepared and wenta Monstercue.
Pool with Enwei and Uncle. Last train back to ToaPayoh, more pool.
Enwei and his 'I'll show you my determination in ONEEEE turn.' LOL.
Played till closing time and cabbed back to Baby's for the night.

16th June. Mahjong at Sharpshooter's, &Snookerzone.
Sharpshooter woke us up in the afternoon. Went over to his house.
Baby played one round first. Almost bored the hell outta me. Fell asleep too.
One of SS's friend left, took over and played. Think I cursed SS badly.
He didn't even win a single round for the whole round of Mj. :s

ToaPayoh for dinner at night, Snookerzone for pool with Enwei &Zhihao.
Left with Baby, and we ended up missing our last train home.
So we walked back to Snookerzone to find them. LOL.
Played billiards for 2 hours or so. Funny shits kept happening.

19th June. Snookerzone pool, &Father's day dinner.
Daddy fetched me over to Toapayoh, walked to Snookerzone.
Played for abit with Baby &Enwei. Then raced to four with Enwei.
All left for our family dinners. Parents supposedly came to fetch me to Bedok,
but decided to dine at Toapayoh instead, cause of pure laziness. ):
No more stingray and ba chor mee for me. Damn long never eat at Bedok alr. ):

Went back up to Snookerzone to find Baby, Fangyi, and friend.
Played abit. &Opened another table when Sharpshooter came.
Took train back to Darryl's for Mahjong &Stayed over at Baby's.

20th June. Steph's place to lepak.
Decided to go over abit later so that I could sleep more. Ops.
Bathed and left Baby's house for Steph's house, to sing k.
Too bad Gillian had to go by the time I reached. Suay or what. :/
Played with her super cute kittens. &Slacked till dinner time.
Steamboat for dinner. I ♥ Cheese tofu. Heheh, had like so many of it! :D

Slacked, and played Monopoly deal. They keep suan me cause I never won. ):
Went up to her rooftop. It'd be a really nice place once decors are done and up.
Super nice for slacking and star-gazing. Her place is really awesome.
Left at 10 plus, to Darryl's for Mahjong, before cabbing back home! ~

24th June. Pool at Monstercue &Snookerzone. God's Aura.
Woke up in the late afternoon, bathed &Headed out to Snookerzone.
Met Enwei there. Zhihao and Sharpshooter joined us slightly later.
&The auntie there refused to let Zhihao in cause he's underaged. LOL.
So raced then changed to play at Monstercue instead.

Got to know our opponents for Sunday's competition as well.
Gah, suayz. Tio many-times-champion as my first opponent. Gg.
Monstercue, super on-form. All kept trying to win me and kick me out. :D
Sharpshooter even said that I've this God aura. LOL. Epic.
Caught the last train back home!

Always the option, never a Priority. ;

2011-06-08T03:16:00.001+08:00

Can't wait can't wait, 2 weeks break is like soon. :D
After ICA tomorrow, Presentation on Thurs, I'd feel so much better.
So sick and tired of school I swear. Fucking boring and no life. ):

&Signed up for some 8ball Pool Competition at Toa Payoh's Snookerzone.
With Baby and Enwei, and Sharpshooter. Think I sure cannot make it sia. :/
Gonna train hard after my ICAs and do myself proud! :D

1st June. 20th's month anniversary with Baby. ♥
Ended school, went over to Cityhall to walk around alone first.
Waited for Baby to end and come meet me, before going to Marina.
Got our movie tickets first, then late lunch at Manhattan's. :D
Ordered our usual Platter for two. Hehe, full maximum. :b

Prize stage, 6 new Cinnamorolls but only managed to catch one. ):
Got another 3 new ones at Plaza Sing too. But, gah. Shall not waste money.
Since the machines are all so hard for Baby to catch them for me.
Wasted enough time and went in for our movie! Kungfu Panda.
Average. Baby and I dozed off at one part of the show. Ops. :x
Monstercue pool. And I don't remember anything else that happened. ._.

3rd June. Darryl ORD looo. Dinner, Movie, Drinking.
After school, Monstercue to find Enwei first for some pool. Raced!
Baby came, left to meet Darryl, Marc, Cymon, Cheryl at Plaza Sing.
Cafe Cartel for dinner. They kept annoying me with China accents. -.-
Slacked and walked to Cathay for movie, X-Men: First Class.
Awesome shit. Must watch if you're a hard core X-Men fan like me. :D

Slacked outside Cathay thinking where to go, what to do.
Holiday Inn to get two bottles of Chivas. Supposed to drink at the bridge,
But damn suay, Police were clearing the are when we reached. ._.
So cabbed back to Darryl's to drink and play cards etc. Funny moments.
Left first with Baby after finishing one bottle, shag die.

4th June. Usual Mahjong, and Monstercue.
Woke up early again for Mahjong, despite the lack of sleep.
Made baby prepare, then came back home to bathe and everything.
Prissy and Weiming came, ate and started. Tiles damn shit today.
Baby lost super alot, and I didn't manage to cover him. Ahaha. :x

Parted ways, dinner at Plaza Sing, followed by Monstercue.
Pool with Eric, Enwei. Played doubles, until Baby played with Joel.
And the three of us played Number ball instead. Ha, pawned them flat!
Last train back to Baby's, cooked supper and slept. (:

5th June. Shopping with Baby's Parents.
Woke up for lunch, prepared and went out with his parents.
Vivo to walk around, free shopping for him sia. Damn shiok ):
Got his top and shoes. &Bak kut teh for dinner. Awesomeee. :D
Left, Monstercue to meet Enwei for a bit of pool till last train?

You're on my heart, just like a tattoo. ♥

2011-06-01T00:00:00.001+08:00

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Happy happy 20th month anniversary, love. ♥

Feels like I haven't done this in a long, long time! Blogging during our monthsaries just to wish you and everything. Heh. We've been through some really rough patches for the past few months, obstacles after obstacles. Quarrels, bad tempers, misunderstandings. And I'm really glad we still held on till now, not letting go of each other. (: We may not be the best for each other, but I know we'll work out as long as we keep trying and never give up, right? ♥

Really appreciate that you've been there for me when I needed you the most. Being by my side and holding on to me when I felt weak and hopeless, when I felt like giving up. No one else will understand how much we've been through together for this love, Baby. (: Thank you for everything alright. For all the time that you put in just to accompany me, for all the love and concern that you've given me. For giving me the best memories. (: Looking forward to spending more time with you and creating more happy days together in the days to come. :D

` 607 days, and I'm still falling so much more in love with you each day. ~
Never gonna let you go, baby. Never gonna be without you. I love you oh. ♥

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Don't be a drag, just be a queen.

2011-05-31T22:56:00.000+08:00

I'm like, finally back to revive this stupid dead blog!
Decided to open up my blog again, after much considerations.
Though I think I'll still pretty much neglect it, irregular updates and all.

Okays. So, in my final year already. Only the first few weeks,
&I'm already damn sian of school life and looking forward to holidays.
But the best part is, I don't have any, other the the two weeks for projects.
Fuck my life. No holidays cause of TEP, now still no holidays. Sad life or what.
Seeing all the graduates coming back these few days, I can't wait to be like them. ):

Anyways, shall start doing some updates for the past week?
I can't be as godly as to remember way back to the past two months.

25th May. Pool at Monstercue, &Baby's. ♥
Screwed up Investments ICA, became super depressed.
Should have studied properly, not slack, thinking I'll breeze through it.
Would definitely have scored well if I did study, damn shit.

After school, Monstercue to find Baby, Raith, Jolyn, etc.
Watched them play race, then played doubles, till they left.
&Played for awhile with Uncle before leaving for dinner at Plaza Sing.
Bought my hair dye and went back to Baby's to nua for abit.
Took a late bus back home.

26th May. Mahjong, Pirates of the Caribbean &Monstercue.
Went for an hour plus of school in the morning, and headed back home.
Waited for Baby, Prissy and Weiming to end school and come over.
For our usual Mj session. :b Weiming's damn suay at my house always.
Evening time, prepared and went to Cathay for our movie. Pirates.
Quite nice, though I got bored at some parts. &Impression of Mermaids' spoilt. LOL.

After movie, went to get Ben & Jerry's. ♥ &Parted way after that.
Took bus to Monstercue with Baby. Ee, nobody else was there.
So played and I lost like shit to Bb. Kanasai lor, unlucky maximum.
Caught our last train back home.

28th May. Weekly Mahjong, &Free Pool training! :b
Woke baby up, got him to prepare and went back to my house.
Poor Prissy and Weiming were stuck outside cause no one's home. :x
Breakfast, then played till the usual evening time and I got prepared.
Parted way, Baby and I headed down to Plaza Sing to meet Enwei.
Dinner at foodcourt, then walked to Monstercue to meet Joel &Chester.

Accompanied them to Orchard Central to get some vouchers.
Back to Monstercue, and they trained me and Enwei for a bit,
While baby played at the other table with Sharpshooter.
Gosh, damn stressful. Teamed up with Joel, and it was hell.
Had to tell him how exactly I want to do the placings and shit.

Really learned a lot, and they taught me a zabor-style way of breaking.
Now my breaks are so much more awesome, though I look retarded. :D
Supper with Bb, Enwei, and Yewtheng beside Concorde.
&All shared cab home, went back to Baby's to sleep. ♥

29th May. Not the day for pool.
Slept all the way till afternoon with Baby. Watched movie &Pool videos.
Got prepared and went down to Monstercue, played two rounds with Uncle.
&Two guys asked them for punch, so I had to sit out. Sian maximum.
Ended up studying at Monstercue. Eric &Yewtheng came down as well.
Played a little finally, mood was a bit off. Damn suay and everything. :/
Last train back.

30th May. School &Pork's birthday celebration.
Rushed to school, was almost late. Weiqi got Koi for me. (: ♥
Ended early, went over to Monstercue to find Baby, Sharpshooter, Sebas.
Played two rounds of doubles and left for Bugis with Bb.
Met Pork, Zuki, Darryl &co. Prissy and Wm too. Slacked at Mos.
Waited for everyone to reach and went for Steamboat nearby.

Gave Kbox a miss, &No mahjong cause Darryl said it's late already.
Went back to Monstercue for a little bit of pool, no feel today. ):
Last train back home.

Lastly, Happy 19th's birthday, Pork. (:

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Bad decisions, that's alright. Welcome to my silly life.

2011-03-21T02:28:00.006+08:00

I'm back! Wow, blog's so dead, haven't updated for over a month. Heh.
In my TEP fullshift for school now. Emrs really tires me out.
Wanting to go home just to sleep,so much earlier everyday.
Didn't like it at first, but as time passed, Team 1 is awesome shit. (:

Been on a huge rollercoaster mood recently these days too.
Damn suck, been quite hard for baby since even I can't stand myself.
Ugh, just hope everything and my mood goes back to normal soon.
&Thanks baby for bearing with me all these while. You're the best. :b ♥

Alrights, gonna update for a bit. Only what I remember, though.

14th February. First day of Emrs, &Valentine's. ♥
Dinner with Baby at Marina's Manhattan Fish Market, as promised.
Said last year that we'll meet up every Valentine's day and eat there. ^^
Caught a few little Cinnamorolls, and went for a movie together. (I forgot what)
Just love spending time together with my dearest boy. (: ♥

28th February. Ktv with Prissy &co.
Met up with Prissy, Rhin, &Tecksoon after school. Went over to Amk.
Wanted to play pool but all of us pathetically didn't have our ICs with us. -.-
So dinner at S11 instead, waited for Yankai to come before going to sing.
Had fun, and all their voices are damn nice. ;o Felt so intimidated. LOL.
&Some crazy bitch was screaming, instead of singing, at a nearby room.
Made us laugh like mad and imitate how she screams the songs.

4th to 6th March. Baby's birthday chalet.
1st day, Took 2 hours of leave from school, went to find Baby at his house.
Met Eric on the bus to Downtown. Enwei met us there, checked in and all.
Cymon &co came, had the food Bb's Mum prepared for dinner.
Watched Jackass 3D, slacked and played Hotel626, etc.

2nd day, Nua-ed from noon till late noon before going to collect the food.
Started preparing for bbq and people started coming. Keep kana disturb. ):
Cut cake and everything, and Baby got whipcream-ed in the face.
&I became victim when they suddenly saw this leftover plate of whipcream,
And i just had to be standing next to Marc at that moment. Suay or what. ):

Bathed, continued eating, played Iphone Mj with Prissy, Wm, Darryl. (Lol.)
Started the drinking. Puked in the end cause I wasn't feeling well,
&Still helped take over Baby and play the 2nd round of Heyjack.
Sat outside with Eric, Zuki, B.o and Baby and just talked. Almost tio taiji.
The guy was lame enough, but the girlfriend was the annoying one. -.-
Slept eventually when they started watching some movie.

3rd day, Checked out and cabbed back to Baby's to continue sleeping.
Went out for dinner with his family. Monstercue pool &home.

12th, 13th March. Work at IT faaair! Hi, Dell laptops for you?
Tried out working at IT fair, turned out freaking tiring and annoying.
Couldn't speak proper Chinese and computer terms to the china people,
And the blacks were plain annoying and fussy with everything.
First day of sales damn cui. So glad I got better for the second day.
It was a good experience though. I never thought I could promote things. :s

14th March. Marina Barrage, Picnic &Kiteflying.
Went to school as usual half the team did the Personal selling briefing.
The audience? Plain annoying. Try doing this whole PS thing up yourselves,
before you complain and make fun of every little thing can. -.- Fucktards.
Headed over to Marina Barrage all together in the noon. The bus took forever.

The first game sucked already. Had to piece up a puzzle,
&Find the exact spot in Marina Barrage. Whole team ran across the field,
Our shoes sank into puddles of mud. &It the downpour started simultaneously.
Suay or what. Were all drenched and running to the toilet to wash our shoes. ._.

Lunch break. Picnic with Team 1 &R.Chong! :D We had hell lots of food.
Dennis' pasta, Iqa's beehoon, Nuggets, Wedges, Egg Mayo, Ham and Cheese.
Ended up having to play the number game to actually finish up the food. Lol.
Continued with the games. Amazing race, and making of our own kites.
Went for kiteflying in the drizzle, and had a tour thingy before the whole thing ended.
Went back with the girls, met Baby at Dhoby, Monstercue for pool.

16th March. Eric's birthday - Sakae buffet and Monstercue pool.
After school, met Baby and wenta find Eric &co at Suntec's Sakae.
Yay, craved for Sushi for super long. Ate till I was so full.
After that, all took bus to Monstercue. Opened two tables to play.
Was so tired, but stayed there all the way till 1am plus and cabbed back.

18th t0 20th March. Weekend stayover at Baby's. (: ♥
Friday, Went over to Baby's after school to put my stuffs.
Think went over to Monstercue for pool. Missed our last train.
So ended up cabbing back to his house. Cooked supper, watched shows.
Fell asleep eventually at 4 in the morning. Miracle I could last till then. :x

Saturday, Woke up early for Mahjong at Pris' place. Down on my luck.
Got hungry halfway, Wm and I started munching on her biscuits,
and exaggerating on how tasty and delicious they were. LOL.
Chompchomp for dinner after 2 rounds. Ordered the usual. :D
Stingray, Bbq chicken, Hokkien Mee, Oyster egg. ♥ Satisfying max.

Parted ways, went over to Monstercue for pool with Eric.
Joel and Chester were there too. Taught me some shots,
I think cause they saw how bad my placing was. HAHA. :s
Took the last train back home. Fell asleep super early.

Sunday, Slept in and stayed home all the way with Baby.
He taught me how to play Dota too. &I gotta admit, I suck at it. :b
Went out to buy ingredients, then came back to cook dinner for him.
Pasta with Creamy mushroom sauce and Bacon, &Mushroom soup. :D
Went back home at 11plus, since there's school tomorrow. ):

Baby, I know it's been really hard on you, all my tempers and moodswings.
Really appreciate all the little things you've been doing to make me happy. (:
&You trying to bear with all the shit I give you. You know I love you the most alright?
Just hope we'll stay happy together, and make this love worthwhile.
I love you, BooPeixun. Always have. ♥

Nothing can keep us apart, you and me. ♥

2011-03-01T00:48:00.011+08:00

; Happy 1 year and 5 months, Baby. ♥

Time really flies when I have you in my life, doesn't it? Still remember how I stupidly told you two days back, that I didn't know our Anni was coming again until that day. Thought there was still a week or so cause I didn't realise it's February already. Hehe. And you scolded me. ): You're always scolding me every single day lor! Idiot baby. But.. I guess I will still love you, even more each day, from the day I started falling in love with you. (:

I don't know how we walked this far, how we pulled through everything despite our tempers, but it's really amazing. I guess it's like you said. Love isn't only about how much you love a person, but about how much you're willing to give in for a person, and accept him or her because you love her. And I'm glad that I have you, so that I can give in to you, make you happy, make you laugh, make you angry even. And most importantly, so that I can love you.

I know I probably say this every single month. But really, thank you for everything you've done for me and given me. For the time and feelings you spend on me. Cause these are the memories that I know I'll always keep inside my heart, no matter what happens in the future. &I know that you'll always remain as one of the most important persons in my life. Thank you for the past 17 months we spent together, and thank you for the future time that we will be spending together. I love you, Baby. Always have. ♥

You brought me closer, to who I really am. ♥

2011-02-08T02:49:00.002+08:00

Been feeling pretty much insecure and troubled lately.
Many mixed thoughts and feelings, and fear too. No idea why.
But, felt really happy when Baby realised and assured me alot.
Words that he said to me, the warmth I felt, I'll always remember them.
Thank you for everything. I love you, Bb. No matter what happens. (:

1st February. ♥ 16th's with Baby. (:
Had my last presentation early in the morning!
My group damn zai. Half an hour before our presentation,
we FINALLY had our first full group meeting! Hahaha. \m/
But it went well! At least the teacher said our analysis was good. :D

Parents came to fetch me from school, wenta Longhouse for Prawn noodles!
Then asked Daddy to fetch me to Sp to meet up with Baby. (:
Took train down to Dhoby, bought his lunch, then to Monstercue.
Played like 30 rounds of pool! 4 hours plus. So tired and worn out after that. ):

Went shop around Ion, got my shoes from Newlook for New year.
Then went to basement for dinner at Ginza Bairin. Some Japanese restaurant.
Their curry is superb. Forgot to take pictures though. I was too hungry. Hehe.
After that, went over to Bugis street/junction to continue shopping.
Baby's an asshole lor, kept finding things for him to buy but he refused. ):
Took bus back to his house, then home after that. Was so tired.

2nd February. CNY's Eve, Reunion dinner.
Caught up on my sleep. Heh. Woke up in the late afternoon.
Steamboat dinner at home for reunion dinner in the evening.
After that, watched tv and left house to meet Baby at Serangoon.
Went down to Monstercue, played for abit. He was godlike today. ):
Left for home at the usual time cause I was tired.

3rd February. First day of Cny.
Woke up at noon, prepared and went over to Ahma's house.
Hungry shit, ate once we got there. &Stayed to talk for a bit.
It's just too bad that I'm no longer close with any of my cousins.
Left, went to Vivo for movie with family. Mr &Mrs Incredible.
Then sister left and the rest of us had dinner at Secret Recipe.

Went over to Plaza Sing, played arcade with my Brother.
Baby came, left with him to Monstercue to bainian with uncle. :D
&Played pool for abit, before going to Marc's for Mj with his mum.
Lost so much money lah. ): First day super suay already.

4th February. Second day of Cny.
Woke up late noon, went over to Popo's house for today.
Watched tv and all, and all had dinner together. Good food! :D
Stayed till night, then Daddy sent me to Kovan to meet Baby.
Superbowl for some pool, then Xinwang cause I was hungry again. :x

Met Darryl and cabbed to Marc's house for Mahjong, again.
Watched his exciting Mj rounds with his family, &Transformers on tv.
Played one round, lost again. Cabbed back home.

5th February. Cny visiting at the usuals' houses.
Baby came over in the afternoon, cooked maggie for him to eat.
Wenta hougang, Zhiwei and friend fetched us and Darryl to Marc's.
Stayed for abit watching some Mahjong show on tv, damn dumb.
Played blackjack as well, and baby jitao lose alot of money. Lol!

Left and went to Baby's house next. Stayed and watched tv again.
While Marcus and Cymon went to Baby's room to camwhore. :x
Went back to Darryl's house last, and played like two round of Mj.
Shared one ka with Baby, and I only played half a round. So sian.
Sat behind Darryl and watched him play, buay tahan his lucky hands.

Played till 4am? &They started chatting while I stoned. Listened for awhile,
but it got too awkward and fucked up for me to continue listening.
Mixed feelings and thoughts. Went down to eat after one hour plus.
&Went back to Baby's house to sleep in the morning. ♥

6th/7th February. Visiting with B's family, &Pool.
6th - Got woken up by his parents, bathed and left house with them.
Went to one of his relative's house for visiting with them.
Then his Dad dropped us at Concorde for pool at Monstercue.
Left for dinner at Pizza hut cause I was having cravings. Garlic bread. ♥
Trained back to Darryl's house for Mj again. Cabbed back home.

7th - Met baby at night after his school, Monstercue for pool.
Played with Shortguy &Sharpshooter. (Nicknames, since idk their names.)
Became super on form only at the last few rounds, weird.
Tired, left and took our second last train back home.

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♥ 'You're like the balls, and I'm like the cuestick.
Meant to be together, so that people like us can enjoy pool.'

Like I'm the only girl you'll ever love. ♥

2011-02-01T01:39:00.001+08:00

Happy 16th month anniversary, Baby dearest. (:

Time passes so freaking fast! Gonna be our 500 days like real soon too Omg, damn scary right, Baby. I've been scolding you fuckyou and kaopeh for 16 months, pinching your dumb face and complaining how thin you are and how fat I am. For SIXTEEN MONTHS. :D &How many consecutive days have I been seeing you till today!

Thanks for everything Baby! I love stayovers at your house every weekend, cause I can bother you and make you go cook supper for me, and we can watch shows and fall asleep together, take turns to hug each other while sleeping, listen to you scolding vulgarities in your sleep, and wake up where the first thing I see is your blur little face. (: I really hope everyday can be like this, where I can spend every single moment with you. Life's just so awesome with you around, even if we are doing nothing at all. (: I'm really very happy, loving you and being loved by you. Don't stop kay?

I love you, Baby. With all that I've got, cause you really do mean everything to me. ♥

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Second chance at love.

2011-01-31T15:00:00.000+08:00

Gah, just finished my Project Management presentation.
Whole project like screwed up only. Lucky our teacher was nice!
She gave us pointers, let us off to correct our errors,
And just send the files to her by today. Best teacher ever. ♥

So did Microsoft Project with Isabelle, while the rest settled report.
Spent like hours. Tired max. &Peili sponsored awesome Love letters. (:
So now, I'm left with Customer service presentation and roleplay tomorrow!
&I'm a free girl for the rest of the week.. until full shift starts. *Emo.

Ohwell, shall do some recent updates for now. Wordy posts suck.
But I've not taken pictures in like forever. Baby cheat my feelings. ):

21st January. Meetup with my girls.
Last minute decided to meet Prissy &Gillian at Cine in the evening.
First to reach, as usual. Met them and went up to Emax chambers.
Baby came for awhile. &Decided to watch some weird, hongkong show.
Went down with Bb to get food, and he met Cymon &co while I went back up.

The show damn stupid. Some summer love thing. &Everyone in the show,
is freaking sweating like mad in every single scene! Super disgusting.
After that, Bb came back to find me, Jay came to find Gill.
Got B&J's. :D Walked over to Monstercue for a little bit of pool, and left.
I forgot what happened next. Mahjong maybe. &Stayover at Bb's? Idk.

24th - 27th January. Don't remember much.
Except for the fact the I fell sick, and still feel sick now.
Eat what vomit what. My stomach is so picky bout the food I eat. ):
Sucks to the max, feel like dying sometimes.

28th January. Queenstown, Bak kut teh &Mahjong.
Woke up and nua-ed for damn long, then prepared to go find Bb.
Took train all the way to Queenstown! Fucking far lah. ):
Accompanied Baby and his Mum to shop for his Cny clothes.
&Went nearby coffeeshop for Bb's favourite Bak kut teh stall.
Didn't really like it though. I prefer Peppery kind over Herbal kind. :/

Took bus all the way back to his house afterwhich, to put down some things.
Then to Darryl's for one round of Mj. Played for hours and in the end,
Darryl merely won 80 cents from me, that's all. LOL. Back to Baby's.
Watched Vampire diaries, and that silly boy fell asleep halfway.
Cuddled him for abit, then did my project stuffs. Slept at 5am. -.-

29th January. Monstercue till midnight.
Woke up pretty late I think. Had lunch and left his house in the evening.
Went straight to Monstercue, and played all the way till 1 plus 2am. -.-
With supper break inbetween with an uncle we were playing with.
Started feeling unwell so I stopped and rested, watched them play.

Cabbed back to his house, got off the cab and puked my supper out.
Pcb, really hate this feeling. Sick and unwell so long already. Sigh.
Went back up, washed up and watched Gamer till we fell asleep. (:

30th January. A pretty cozy Sunday.
Woke up in the afternoon at Baby's. &Porridge for lunch.
Then spring cleaned his room together! :D Cleared all his rubbish.
Walan, can't take how much rubbish he has. &Yu-gi-oh cards. Wtf.
Ended up with 4 big bags of plastic bag. A lot right!

Baby wanted to cook luncheon meat for me, so went downstairs.
But, the Mama shop was closed. ): So bought fried rice &oyster omelette back.
Cooked some seaweed chicken and popcorn chicken, ate and watched Ice age. (:
Bathed and prepared, then cabbed to Monstercue at night.
Pawned him in both 8ball and 9ball. Hehe, I rock. ♥
Went back home at around the usual time, tired max.

Excited! 16th's with Baby dearest tomorrow, last day of classicals as well.
&Steamboat reunion dinner the day after for Cny eve. Luncheon meat! ♥
And Chinese new year! Pineapple tarts, Bakkwas, Movie with family,
&Red packets to top up the depleting value in my Atm card. Besttt. :D
Anyway, I love you si ahbeng Baby. :D You should take photos with me soon!

Dancing like we're dumb-dum-duh-duh-duh dumb. ♥

2011-01-17T01:39:00.001+08:00

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Okaay, time for some updates. Though I probably can't remember much.
Been feeling so unwell from time to time every single day.
Wanting to vomit, or headache or dizzy. Sucks like a bitch.
No idea what the hell's wrong with me either. Ah, hope it'll all get better.

8th January. Joanna's birthday, Stayovers at Bb's.
Woke up early, ate and went to Pris' for Mahjong with Weiming!
Played like 2 rounds? And I lost money for both. Suay max. ):
Went downstairs to eat Curry chicken &carrot cake. :D
&Baby and I took bus to Bedok for Joanna's birthday celebration.
Slacked downstairs and at her house, ate a little bit of her steamboat.
Left with Marc and Darryl to his place for Mj, again.
All left, cabbed back to Bb's again after one round.

10th January. Collect rings, &Pool.
Woke up, went over to Nex to collect our second couple ring! :D
Then to Plaza Sing to meet up with Baby. Bought bites over to Mc.
Played pool, until I got damn sian of losing. ): Feels like shit luh.
Back to Mac's for late dinner/supper, then went back home.

11th January. Supposed shopping day.
School was the usual. Oh, collect our ugly Tep jacket today. Suck.
Plaza Sing to meet Baby after that, and bought bites again to Mc.
Evening, wenta Fareast to satisfy my chicken rice craving.

Walked Fareast for abit, &decided to pushback our shopping day. LOL.
Movie at Cine, The ghosts must be crazy. Damn lame.
I think the Ngs shown at the end of the show are funnier. :x
Went back home! Did last minute study for Ica. ):

13th January. Meetup with Prissy. (:
Skipped school cause I couldn't wake up, feeling too lazy.
Woke up in the late afternoon, prepared and met Pris at Plaza Sing.
Pepperlunch for dinner. :D Then walked around, and wenta Cine.
Got her stuffs, then went over to Monstercue for pool. Bb joined us.
&The girl left cause she has CURFEW. &Bb and I played till the usual time.

15th/16th January. Mj at Prissy's, Bugis and Pool.
Woke up early in the morning, didn't sleep much. Eyes mad swollen.
Went over to Pris', bought lunch up, ate and watched tv before playing.
Baby was suay. Finally his zi mo 13 yao is having some unlucky effects on him! :x
Evening, went downstairs for dinner together. &Left.

Went over to Bugis to meet Cymon, Pork, Zuki, Marcus.
Walked around and all. Eric came over, and left with Baby for pool.
Monstercue, played till I dozed off while waiting for my turn. :b
Eric left, went nearby for supper with Uncle &another guy.
&Continued playing with them until past midnight before cabbing back.
Stayed over at Baby's. Watched him Dota, and fell asleep watching pool videos. (:

Woke up in the afternoon, ate lunch and nua-ed all the way until evening.
Prepared and left for Monstercue again. Did alot of crazy shots today. Heh. ♥
Got tired and hungry, went back to Plaza Sing for Mac supper.
Went up to collect my Cinnamoroll from Prize stage, and train back home. (:

Haven't wrote anyth for Bb at the end of my post for a long, long time.
So, here's something short for you! Thanks for spending everyday with me. (:
Feels really nice, having stayovers at your house every weekend.
Playing pool and making you shocked with my godlike shots everyday! :D
Hugging you to sleep, playing around and being really lame together. Best. ♥

I know I still make you angry sometimes, over really stupid things. ):
But, just remember that I didn't mean to. &All I want is you to be happy kay!
Lovelovelove you, baby. Can't wait to spend time with you again. Muahh. ♥

Like falling stars, over your head.

2011-01-07T02:26:00.002+08:00

Okay! Finally got the pictures for Pris' birthday.
So I'm gonna do the updates now. Long, long post ahead.
&Yes, all other photos not posted here can be found on Fb. (:

Have been going window shopping alot with Baby these days.
Just walking around aimlessly, looking at things, talking.
Feels nice somehow, although we're not doing anything much. (:
Oh, &I'm losing interest in pool. ): Beginning to suck at it so much.
Anyway, I love BooPeixun baybay and I shall continue with my updates.

27th December. Prissy's little surprise!
Got up in the noon, prepared and met dear Gillian at Hougang.
Wenta Nex to get Prissy's stuff, walked around and ate.
Met Baby at Mrt, then went on to Plaza Sing then Bugis.
She left to meet Prissy, while I ate dinner with Baby.
He then went for gym and I went to Compass/R.Mall to get other stuffs.
Went home to wrap the presents and everything.

Left near midnight to meet Gill &Wm at Prissy's house downstairs.
Cool or what! In the bus, looked up and saw Baby boarding.
Started smiling and he gave the question mark face. Fate! :b
Surprised the birthday girl at 12 sharp. Hope she's happy. (:
Slacked downstairs, opened her presents, played with candles &sparklers.
Supper with Bb, and the guys left while the girls went back to her house.
She tried to sleep while Gill and I camwhored and disturbed her.
Slept, woke up in the morning and came back home.

28th/29th December. Prissy's 18th.
Shag, woke Gill up and went to Wm's to pass him the cake.
Met Prissy &Gill, cabbed over to the Zoo! Our long awaited Pcg trip. :D
Kfc for lunch, and went in and walked for hours. Almost died in my heels.
Left when it was closing, cabbed to Plaza Sing to get some food and drinks.

Marina Barrage to meet Wm, Baby, Cymon &co. Picnic-ed, flew kite, slacked.
Then to Holiday Inn to get alcohol, and headed to Darryl's to drink and all.
Almost got drunk playing five-ten with Zuki. ): Stopped when I felt the puke.
Held it back all the way till I felt better. &Took care of stupid Baby.
Sent him back home near morning, and looked after him. Slept.

Woke up in the late afternoon, went home to bathe and prepare.
Met Ling &Mui at Nex for dinner at Fish and co. (:
Caught up for abit, slacked at the sky garden and headed back.
Felt super weak and my head hurt for the whole day today. ):

31st December &1st January. New year, Mahjong, Carlsberg. &15th's.
Woke up at Bb's pretty late in the noon, went over to Darryl's.
Waited for Marc and Cymon to come, and Darryl to wake.
Played Mahjong and went down halfway for Astons dinner. (:
Prissy &Weiming came, went up and continued Mj.
Think we practically Mj-ed our New year's eve away. Lol!

Budget us, drank Carlsberg and played cards game for a bit.
Then started another round of Mahjong. Sibei no life. :x
Finished in the morning, and all went back home.
Fever came back. Ate medicine and became high at Bb's. LOL.
Irritated the shit outta him. &Went to sleep.

Woke up, came back home to change and off to Plaza Sing.
Hot Tomato for dinner. It's surprisingly nice ehh. The prawns. ♥
Bought tickets from Cathay, and wenta walk around.
Wanted to get A|X wallet for baby, but couldn't find any. ):
Went back to Cathay for our movie, Gulliver's Travels. Not bad.
Mac's for a small meal, then to Monstercue. Played all the way till 3am.
Then went with the other two guys from Mc to Mac's for supper again.
Cabbed back home! (:

3rd - 6th January. Days spent with Baby, the best. ♥
Monday, met Baby after his school at Plaza Sing, wenta Cine.
Got tickets &Chicken baked rice, and went in for our movie.
Little Fockers. Not bad, pretty funny. After that, Mc for pool. Sucked.
Kailin came for awhile, smoked and left. Went home at the usual time.
Laughed a lot with Baby today. Idiot Bb, full of rubbish. ♥

Tuesday, School pretty much sucked. After school, went back home.
Waited for Baby to end school, met him at Plaza Sing, Kfc for dinner.
Disgusting shit, tasted horrible somehow. Walked over to Monstercue.
Did my first break clear on Baby today! Sibei shiok. My turn finally! \m/
Left and wenta walk Fareast Plaza, Ion, Taka, Bugis Street, etc.
Super tired at the end of the day, whole body was aching like mad.
Took bus home with Baby and went back.

Wednesday, Baby woke me up, went to Mc to find him.
Kana trashed, then played punch with the other table.
Walked to Ion to shop around, Train back to Bishan for dinner at Mac's.
&Went back to his house to nua and take a nap. Went back at 11plus 12.

Thursday, met Baby at Concorde after school, Mc for pool.
Got super demoralized again. Got trashed like fuck, damn off-form.
Went back to Plaza Sing for dinner at ToastBox. Laksa's the sex. (:
Walked around to look at couple rings, went to Cathay.
Last minute decided to catch a movie, Centurion.
Average? Too tired, fell asleep from time to time. ;x

Together, we'll dance in the dark.

2011-01-04T02:10:00.001+08:00

22nd/23rd December. Baby's, &Pool.
Wednesday, went over to Baby's, dinner at his house.
Then out to Monstercue for pool and went back home at the usual time.
Thursday, went over much earlier, cause he wanted to hug me to sleep. (:
Slept, then he woke up and cooked luncheon meat &egg for me. ♥
Left for Monstercue for pool. Super awesome today, pawned Baby. :b
Went back home while he wenta Darryl's for Mahjong.

All other photos, on Facebook. (:

24th/25th December. Christmas celebration. (:
Wenta Baby's in the noon, slept and cooked lunch again.
Walked nearby to get food for his Mama, then to Darryl's for bbq. (:
Ate, slacked, smoked. &Ended up watching them play Mj. ._.
All came in, and played Murderer, HeyJack, Charades, etc.
Bombay Sapphire sucked big time. All damn shag, left in the morning.
Back to Baby's, cooked soft-boiled egg &munched on chips before sleeping. ;x

Woke up damn late. Met Eric at Plaza Sing, walked to Monstercue.
Played for a bit, till the usual time. Marc came, and we left for Prata.
&Then to Darryl's for Mahjong and cabbed home.

26th December. Little date with Baby.
Baby's, took a nap till bout 6 and he went to bathe and prepare.
Then he disturbed me from my sleep and forced me to wake. ):
Took train to Little India, walked to Sim Lim. Torturous, long journey.
&In the end? He couldn't even fucking get his pay! Waste time. T.T

Walked to Bugis Street/Junction, walked around for a bit.
Yu Kee Duck Rice for dinner. (Y) &Bus over to Monstercue.
Pawned baby again! Did a epic shot that made him speechless. Hehe.
Fooled around before leaving for homee. Sent him back &bus home. (:

Gonna stop here, and do the rest of the update another time.
Haven't got the pictures of Pris' birthday from stupid Gillian yet. ):

I'd fly you to the stars and back again.

2010-12-22T03:05:00.003+08:00

Okay, have been kinda lazy to update and all.
&I doubt I can remember anything to actually type here. :/
So here's a short post, I don't know for what either.

Finished my half-shift of Fsrc last week, finally.
Had a class chalet on the last day of school, at HometeamNs.
Bbq-ed, slacked and smoked the night away with the usuals. (:
Now having my one/two weeks of holidays, before classes start.
Have been playing pool and Mahjong every single day.
Getting so bored. What else is there to do in Singapore? ):

But, at least I have Baby with me, making me laugh,
And talking rubbish, being lame with me everyday.
It's amazing how much crap we can still come up with,
After going 15 months of doing that together. Heh.
Been staying over a lot at his house too, after Mj sessions.
Love love you oh, Baby. ♥ I want more cuddles! :b

Update again soon, hopefully.

Nothing can stop me here, with you.

2010-12-05T02:46:00.007+08:00

Okaaay, feels like damn long since I've actually updated.
So I presume this will be yet another long, wordy post ahead. :s
Almost done in Fsrc, gotta chiong two more individual reports soon.
I am honestly not gonna miss these slackish &boring days in there.

&Life with Baby's perfect as ever. I must say, it's really scary,
How much he can make me laugh, how dependent I am on him, still.
14 months, &still looking forward to more happy days ahead with him. (:
I want more stayovers, more hugs, more kisses and more love kay! :b
I love you Baby. Always have and always will. ღ

26th November. Ktv at Steph's.
After school, went all the way to Steph's for Ktv, with Pris &Gill! :D
Nabeh, I almost died from the long journey. Was so tired afterwhich. ):
Sang, ate, and camwhored over there. Left at like 9 plus 10.
Singapore Expo to fetch Baby from work, and headed back.

27th November. Ktv, Mj at Steph's &Derrick's birthday celebration
Woke up super early for Seminar at Raffles Place area. Tired die!
End up, slept all the way for 4 hours during the seminar. Hehe.
Left, was considering having lunch with Jiaping, Pk and Desmond.
They took too long to decide a place, so I headed on to Steph's instead.
Mahjong and sang K there, with Pris, Wm, Gillian, Jay, &Feng.

Fetched Baby from work, &Bugis for Derrick's birthday celebration.
Slacked and talked while they were having steamboat. Cut cake &all.
&Darryl, Marc, Joanna, Baby and I went back to Darryl's first for Mj.
Waited for the rest to come, played and drank for abit. Some things happened,
And we stopped. &Baby and I left. Slept over at Baby's.

28th - 30th November. Mahjong at Darryl's.

1st December. 1 year and 2 months anniversary. :b
Skipped school, and Bb came over to fetch me at noon.
Plaza to get my Mc and for lunch at Mac's, then cabbed to Cine.
Watched the Bruce Lee movie which was a bit dumb to me. Lol.

Monstercue for pool, and I seriously suck in pool now.
At night, went back to Plaza Sing to catch Cinnamoroll. :D
&Had nothing to do, so went back to Darryl's for Mahjong.
Left for home at the usual time.

2nd December. Prize stage &Movieee.
Last presentation in Fsrc today! &It was pretty fucked.
Memorized last minute and went up unprepared. :/
Ended much earlier than usual, went to Baby's. (:
Watched One Piece, then he prepared and we left for Plaza Sing.

Prize stage and I caught a Cinnamoroll. Yay, so proud of myself! Heh. :b
Went to Cathay for our movie, Rapunzel. Surprisingly not bad.
Left for prata supper, and home afterwhich. (:

3rd December. Class games, &Mahjong.
Woke up early in the morning, went to school for Class games.
Played Captain's ball with water balloons. Lol, much laughters and fun.
After that, some left &7 of us went to Amk hub to play lan, L4D2. (:
Back to school at 2pm, and slacked in class all the way.
All the guys were playing CS infront of our supervisor. LOL.

After school, went over to Darryl's for dinner and Mahjong.
2 rounds, &Marc and I lost like shit. ): Prata supper, cabbed home.

4th December. Poool!
Slept in till late, wenta meet Baby at his house in the late noon.
Walked around Nex and it was damn packed, nothing much also. :/
Plaza Sing for Ajisen dinner. Saw Connie, Sharon &co! (:
Then to Monstercue for pool all the way till last train.

Baby sucked in pool today too. :x &On the way home,
bumped into this talkative guy we knew from Superbowl.
Suay max, he talked to me non-stop for the whole journey. ._.

Note: All other photos not posted here are on Facebook. (:

Perfectly imperfect, like the fire and rain. ♥

2010-12-01T02:04:00.016+08:00

-

Happy 1 year & 2 months, my dearest Babypigu! ♥
Or Happy official one year anniversary, according to you. :b

I love you so, so much. Really missed those sweet loving days we used to have every single day when we first got together. (: Where we'd go on dates and watch movies everyday till there's nothing left for us to watch. When we go shopping together and I'd always insist on paying for your stuffs as random presents. When I just learnt how to play pool from you, and you'd trash the fuck out of me. When we'd just fool around everywhere we went, teasing each other and laughing so much. When we'd just, cuddle each other at home doing nothing, hugging you to sleep, and waking up to you face right beside mine.

All these things that we do together, all these memories, I'll never forget them and I'll cherish them always. 'Cause, every moment that I spend with you, is a bliss. Even if our tempers and attitudes always clashes and creates a lot of unnecessary bickering; Even if I may not be the perfect one meant for you; Even if obstacles get in our way. I hope, we'll pull through it all and stay together. Baby, I hope that this love will last as long as it's able to. I'll cherish you. Let's find more time to accompany each other &bring back those sweet dating days kay! :D

' I love you, BooPeixun. My dearest love, my one and only. ♥

Your kiss' like whiskey, It gets me drunk. ♥

2010-11-26T02:25:00.002+08:00

Bored like hell the whole day. Haven't been home early in a long time. :/
&I'm missing Baby so much. Stupid idiot, working at his IT fair. ):
Hope these four days pass by fast so he can accompany me again. ♥
Take care of yourself and buy your Strepsils oh! I love you, Bb. :b

22nd November. Pool with Baby &co.
Got up damn late, had to cab to school. fuck my life.
&I forgot to bring my earpiece, so, double fuck my life.
No music for my journeys, no GossipGirl in class. ):
After school, went Sp to find Baby. Spent 40mins to find the block he's at.
Tiring shit. Watched his last few minutes of his dota competition.

Plaza Sing, Kfc for dinner, then Monstercue for pool. Sucked big time.
I didn't even manage to win a single round against baby. -.-
Cymon, Zuki and Marcus came over to find us as well.
Played 5 person pool and they decided to aim Bb &I first. ):
All left for home at about the usual time.

Heheh, forced that pigu to take picture with me. :b

23rd November. Monstercue pool.
After school, SimLim to find Baby. Almost got lost again. ._.
Waited for his work training to finish, then went to Monstercue for pool.
Suck, getting damn sick of pool cause I'm just not accurate anymore. ):
Played till really tired, and headed back home at the usual time.

24th November. Yishun Dinner, Mahjong at Darryl's.
Screwed up my presentation, memorized but forgot everyth when I got up. :/
If only I was born a natural speaker. My grades would be so much better. ):
Ohoh, Serene dropped by to find Weiqi &I as well. Missed her! ♥

After school, took train to woodlands to find Baby &Cymon.
Yishun for fishball noodle dinner, and walked around Northpoint.
Parted ways, Bb &I went over to Darryl's for Mahjong.
Super lucky hand this time. :b &Headed home after one round.

And to end off my post.. I love my Baby Pigu! :D ღ

&With a kiss, you warmed my heart.

2010-11-22T02:15:00.002+08:00

Baby just made me smile to my lappy like a retard. (:
Feeling so much happier after seeing what he typed, knowing how he feels.
I love you, Baby. I'll love you even more &learn to treat you even better! ♥
Just hope everything will turn out smooth and fine with time. (:

17th November. Finally, A break from school.
Got to sleep in till late, kind of caught up on my sleep I guess. :b
Evening, prepared and met Baby, Enwei, Eric, and Raith at Dhoby.
All got our dinners and walked to Monstercue for pool.
Played till pretty late, and all shared cab home together.

18th November. Fucked up seminar.
After school, went for some seminar which annoyed the shit out of me.
Was supposed to be two hour, but the speaker managed to drag an hour more. (Y)
Damn dulan. &Baby was super sweet, came over to Suntec to wait for me. ♥
Just to go back all the way to Serangoon again. Lol! Prata supper and home.

19th November. Mahjong, Pool &Meeting weirdos.
Fetched Bb from school. &Went over to Darryl's for Mj.
Played one round and left for Superbowl for pool with Baby. (:
Some stranger guy came to snatch my boyfriend away from me!
Even tagged along when we were leaving for supper at Mac's. ):
He was super weird and talkative. Took number from Baby too. LOL.
Cabbed back home.

2oth November. Mahjong, Midnight movie, &Lan.
Woke up late, met Yihong, Jiaping &co at Dhoby in the morning.
Concorde Hotel to meet the rest of the class for some seminar again.
Boring shit. Was surfing Tumblr with my phone and dozing off.
Decided to go out with Jiaping for a smoke and to walk around.
Walked back and saw half the class outside, planning to leave early.
So everyone started messaging the others who were still inside to come out. LOL.

After that, went to Baby's. Took a nap while he played Dota, too tired.
Amk hub to get movie tickets, then bus to Darryl's for Mj with Marc.
Played one round and left for Monstercue to pokee balls. I sucked.
Walked to Cine. BishiBashi &Went for our midnight movie, Harry Potter.
Lol, Darryl ended up sleeping inside after like 10 mins of the show maybe?
Think it's not bad, better than the previous one at least.

Cabbed to some lan shop. &They played while I slept. Comfy sofa seats. ♥
All shared cab home in the morning. I was tired like shit. ):

&You know, I'd catch a grenade for you.

2010-11-17T01:19:00.004+08:00

Gawd, I'm getting so sick of being in Fsrc already.
All I do is Facebook, Tumblr, Ebuddy, and watch Gossip Girls.
Oh, and not forgetting I still have 20 hours of Seminars to clear.
And, what? It's only the 5th week. 4 more to go. Kill me now, someone?

13th November. Bbq birthday celebration.
Pretty screwed at first. Baby came over, cabbed to Pasir Ris.
Got things from Ntuc before going to the pit to stone,
while Baby &Weiming went to collect the food from the caterer.
Played cards, and Pork and Zuki came to find us early as well.
That's when, the sky started turning really dark. ):

So we decided to make a run for it before the rain pours down on us.
Carried all the stuffs, and cabbed to Darryl's. Backup plan. :x
Slipped and fell down at his house downstairs. ): Super painful.
&Stupid Pork just had to post in on both Twitter &Facebook. :@

Waited for everyone to come, before starting the bbq.
Felt quite frustrated at first, but felt better after Prissy came back.
Had fun walking around talking to everybody, slacking around and all. (:
After finishing the food, cleared up and all stayed in at Darryl's.
Played five-ten, HeyJack, Murderer etc. All aim me siaa!
Drank a lot of Chivas. Thankfully I didn't get drunk though. :D
Much laughters and fun. (: Left for Baby's in the morning.

Really much thanks to all who helped out &All who came down.
&For the presents too. Appreciate it alright. Love you all. ♥

15th &16th November. School and Pool.
Been sucking at pool for quite some time already.
I only get all warmed up and accurate when we're leaving. That sucks. ):
Yesterday, went over to Sp &Waited for Bb to finish his project.
Left for Peninsula, followed by Monstercue for pool.
&Today Bb fetched me and we met Eric for pool. I sucked.

Oh, and P.s. I love my cute, dumb, Dota-siao Baby!
I love being with you, 'Cause you never fail to make me smile. ♥

Satisfied, with my loved ones around me.

2010-11-12T02:57:00.005+08:00

10th November. My birthday! :D
Sosweet, my very not bonded class got me a birthday cake. (:
After school, Baby surprise fetched me. :b Made me a happygirl.
Took train to Marina, walked around and Prize staged.
&He ended up catching three stitches to change a huge stitch for me.
It's so heavy, I could have died hugging it around. But it's super cute! ♥

Then baby dragged me around &refused to tell me where we're heading to.
Prissy &Weiming were waiting for us at Fish&co opposite Plaza Sing.
Although, I already expected her appearance, somehow. ;x
She gave me this retarded looking turtle, &Gill wanted me to treat it as her.
Cause she won't be around on my birthday, again. ):
Ate, stood on the chair for my birthday song, etc.

Took bus to Cine for our movie, Megamind.
Thought it'd be a stupid show, but it's actually quite funny.
Decided to go to Monstercue for pool. Played abit, and the couple left.
&Baby and I played till the usual time before cabbing back.

11th November. Restless and tiring day, somehow.
Went to school to stone, and Dhoby to meet Baby after school, with Yihong.
Had our dinner, walked over to Monstercue to met Eric, Kailin, Enwei, Wyewah.
Left after one round of pool, for a seminar upstairs. Ugh, 20 hours left.
Fell asleep 15 mins after the talk started. After seminar, went back to find them.
Played with the other guys. &Cabbed back home at bout midnight. (:

Really glad that I've Baby and Prissy, who made my birthday a good one. Though it was really simple, but I couldn't ask for more. It's enough. Although I wish Gillian was around too. :/ I really miss hanging out with her. But, thank you all. For making me smile, for being a part of my life. I'm not one with many close friends, or friends even. My life's pathetic. But with you guys around, I'm satisfied. At least, I feel loved and cared for. At least, I still feel that no matter what, I'll still have you both with me. Promise you guys will always be here?

I love you, Baby Peixun. &Prissy darling too. Always. (: ♥

Things, just may not be the same again.

2010-11-10T16:15:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday to me! Can't wait to meet Baby later. :D
Updating blog in class cause I've absolutely nothing to do.
Waiting for my Gossip Girls to buffer. Hehe. :b
Oh well, very very wordy post ahead.

5th November. Marc's birthday celebration.
Woke up, and went over to Baby's. Went to HM to meet Darryl,
And cabbed over to fetch Jamie, then to Pasir Ris.
Met Marc, Cymon, and Estella at the pit. &It started drizzling non-stop.
Kept waiting for it to stop, ended up deciding to move to Darryl's.
So, carried all the food and stuffs, and Zhiwei came to fetch us over.
While waiting, the guys got screened by plain clothed CIDs. LOL.

Bbq along Darryl's corridor. Helped baby with the cooking this time.
Instead of just sitting around and stoning. Didnt even eat much. :/
But, it was fun! Played card games with Derrick &co.
Shifted inside when everyone's gone. Card games and Mahjong.
&Marc was so high and making all of us laugh so bad.
Left for Baby's place at bout 5 or 6am? Bathed and slept over. (:

6th November. Mistakes, Regrets, Punishments.
Woke up, and well. Didn't manage to go for my birthday lunch with family.
Had dinner at Kovan, and Superbowl for some Pool.
Decided to go over to Monstercue to meet Eric, Enwei, Linges.
Played till eleven, and baby went over to find Darryl &co while I headed home.

7th November. Dinner with Darryl, &Moviee.
Went over to Baby's after I woke up. Nua-ed there.
Headed over to Darryl's in the evening, for Astons dinner with him.
Cabbed to Cathay for our movie, Due date, afterwhich.
Show's not bad, funny. (: Went back home.

9th November. Bugis shopping, Pool.
Met Baby at Bugis after school, cause he wanted to bring me shopping. :b
Dinner at Bk first, then walked around Bugis street and junction.
Only got a jacket though, I wasn't sure what else I wanted. :/
Attempted to make baby shop for himself instead, but failed. ):

Took bus to Monstercue for pool. Still pretty off-form. :/
Left early cause Baby was tired. But sweet baby refused to head home.
Cause he wanted to stay with me till twelve and wish me Happy birthday. (:
Back to Plaza Sing, Prize stage. Caught a Cinnamoroll pouch! ♥
Chased and sent him back home cause there was nothing else to do.
Ended up spending my birthday on the bus back home.

But, Baby being so sweet and everything today, calling me at twelve.
&Prissy annoyingly spamming me 18 texts and facebook posts.
And all the birthday wishes as well as the cake from Mum.
It's all really heartwarming. I couldn't wish for anything better.
I've everything that I need now, And I just want to treasure them.

I'll learn to be better, to be more mature, and to cherish.
Regrets and mistakes can't be undone. But, I'll learn from them.
I won't let you down, baby. I promise I won't this time. Trust me.
Just wish things would go back to how they were, and not like now.

'Cause I really, really love you, and I'd go through everything,
And do anything, just to stay together with you. It's true.

You're on my heart, just like a tattoo.

2010-11-04T23:36:00.001+08:00

Okay, suffering from memory loss once again.
Can't seem to remember what I've been doing these days.
Will update whatever that I remember. :b

30th &31st October. I don't remember what happened at all.

1st November. 1 year &1month with Babylove.
After school, met Baby at Somerset. Had our dinner at Pastamania. (:
Cause that silly idiot doesn't wanna spend so much money. ):
Walked around, cause there wasn't any movie to watch.
Shopped around Heeren looking for his shoe too. No findings. :/
Went over to Monstercue, and played pool till the usual time.
Sent him home and headed back. (: I love you babyyy. ღ

2nd November. Moviee and pool.
Went over to fetch Bb after school. Cathay to catch a movie.
Been so long since we actually watched a movie together! (:
Sneaked Mac's in. :x Legend of the Guardians.
Didn't know it's purely cartoon. ): Average, I guess.

After that, walked to Monstercue for pool. Off-form, sucked.
Played doubles with others and I didn't make any contribution. LOL.
Headed back home at the usual timee.

3rd November. Pool with Enwei &Eric.
Was thinking of going home to finish up my report after school.
But, abandoned the idea when Eric called me for pool. Heh.
Bought dinner over, and played till like 9 at night.

4th November. Shitday. School &Seminar with class.
Stoned in school, and dinner with the class at Novena after.
Went down to Newton area for some, Money and You seminar.
Damn freaked out! This perverted uncle attended it too.
So he was sitting two seats beside me. &He kept turning to talk/look to me.
With that stupid perverted face. Felt like bitch slapping him.
Jia En kana-ed also. LOL. &He kept looking at the girls in the class.

After that, Pk started badmouthing him and he appeared from nowhere.
&Mervyn saw, but didn't warn him. Pk's reaction was epic. \m/
All parted ways and trained back homee.
Couldn't breathe properly the whole day. Sucked.

Going for Marc's birthday bbq tomorrow. Hope it'd be good?
If only stupid Prissy could accompany and ton with me. ):

Happy birthday in advance, Marc. :D

You and me, that's love. ♥

2010-11-01T01:02:00.006+08:00

Happy 1 year &1 month, Babylove. (:
So much to say, but nothing can describe how much I love you.

Thank you for everything. I've made my mistakes, went through hell for you. But I'll learn from them and change for the better, for you. Believe me this time alright? I won't disappoint you, &I won't make the same mistakes and lose you again, really. (: I'll cherish you better, and make this the best. Really just hope you're happy with me, and we'll celebrate more monthsaries and anniversaries together. :D &I'll always stay by your side, be there for you, trust you, take care of you and love you. Always, baby. Cause you're worth it, I believe. So just hold on tight to me, to this love. 'Cause no one else will love you like I do. Muah. ღ

-

Be my honey bee, be my Valentine. ♥

2010-10-28T02:31:00.000+08:00

Been so long since I've updated this blog! So lazy.
Kay, I've survived through one and a half week of school.
Honestly, Fsrc is the most boring place ever to be in.
I'm just going to school every day to stone and facebook,
And do whatever that I can do online. Super sad life. ):

I kinda have no idea when and where to start updating from.
Neither do I remember what I've done most of the days. :/
Let's see. Last week was just School and Mahjong with Darryl &co, I guess.

23rd October, Saturday. FlyKite, Emax Chambers, Pool &Steamboat! ♥
Got up later than planned, prepared &waited for Baby to come over.
Cabbed over to Compass point for lunch with Prissy &Weiming. (:
Walked to Anchorvale side to fly kite, and I got scammed!
My blur mama gave me my kite without the stick at the back.
So our kite couldn't fly. It's like, some boneless shit. ):
Baby and I tried so hard to improvise and make it fly but, ohwell.

Started raining damn heavily, half ran to the bustop nearby.
Damn cute. The couple was hiding under their Penguin kite.
While baby hid under my kite and I hid under my bag. LOL.
I swear we all looked damn retarded.

Took bus back to Compass, and all trained to Cine for Chambers.
Watched the Burrowers. Boringshit, fell asleep a few times. :x
Parted ways, Baby and I wenta meet Darryl and Marc for pool.
Randomly decided to go for Steamboat dinner! :D Happygirl.

Took bus to Bugis area for steamboat. Ate till super full.
Ohoh, bumped into stupid Shuany there too! After that,
Cabbed back to Darryl's. Played Mj, Poker, and slacked.
Cabbed back home in the morning.

24th October, Sunday. Shopping and Pool. (:
Went over to Baby's, and went out in the late evening.
Cabbed to Fareast Plaza to shop. Still couldn't find his shoes. :/
Got my flats for school, as well as tees for the both of us. Heh.
Thank you, Bb. ♥ Lovelovelove you oh. :D

Got dinner, and went over to Monstercue for pool.
Eric came a little bit later as well. Last train back home.

25th October, Monday. Monstercue Pool.
Well, school sucked. After school, went over to Plaza Sing first.
Walked around while waiting for Baby to end school and come over.
Mac's for dinner, then walked over to Monstercue for pool.
Heh, I trashed baby 6-0! It's like a once in a lifetime kinda thing. (Y)
Played doubles with the other guys who come often as well.
Eric and Kailin came over. (: &We all took the last train back.

26th October, Tuesday. Pool with Baby.
After school, met Bb at Dhoby and went for dinner together.
Heh, caught our 50th Cinnamoroll. ♥ The catch was super epic.
Baby really can make me laugh with any and everything. :b
Walked over to Monstercue for pool, much laughters. Baby's the cutest. ♥
Decided to head home slightly earlier.

27th October, Wedneday. Chinatown dinner, &Slack at Flyer's.
After school, met Prissy who came to school to fetch me. Aww. :D
Got pulled over to Harbourfront, cause she wanted her Pikachu capsules.
Super crazy. After she got them, they never left her hands. -.-
Met Marcus, Barney, Yanghong at Chinatown Mrt,
Waited for the super late Tecksoon, and went for dinner.

Yay, favourite Frogleg Porridge! ♥
Listened to them talk rubbish, then bought Frogleg Porridge,
Over to the Flyer's for Baby as well. (: I'm the best! :s
Slacked beside the river with Prissy, super nice.
Talked till Baby ended work, and all headed back.

So happy that I have the both of them! (:
&I never ever want to lose any of you. So don't leave, alright?

Here I am, with all my heart.

2010-10-18T02:03:00.005+08:00

Gawd, School's starting like tomorrow?
When I haven't even had enough fun for this holidays yet.
Still so many things that I want to do. Still wanna slack further.

Ah, I'm feeling the Monday blues already.
Hopefully TEP will be easy to ace, and time would pass fast.
Okay, totally not looking forward to tomorrow. This sucks big time.

13th October. Pool with the usuals.
Baby came over in the afternoon, made lunch for him. (:
Maple till evening, then prepared and left for Plaza Sing.
Went up to Prize stage and saw new small Cinnamorolls! Cute max. ღ
Collected the outofstock Cinnamoroll we caught the other day too. :b

Bought food over to Monstercue to eat, and met Enwei &Eric there.
Super off-form in pool these days. I think I got trashed by everyone. ):
Got really tired and fell asleep on the sofa. :/ Left at 12, cabbed home.

14th October. A little date with Bb dearest. (:
Baby came over and woke me, once he got up, again. ^^
Maple, prepared and headed to Fareast Plaza to walk around.
Wonton Mee for dinner, then continued looking for his shoe.
Couldn't find nice ones though. ): Ended up making him get a hoodie. Heh.
Got slippers and a black sling for myself too. Happygirl. :D

Went over to Cine, and caught a smaller version of CcBai. :D
Monstercue for pool, got trashed damn badly? Score damn jialat. ):
Caught the last train, sent him home and went back.

15th October. PC date. It's been so long. ღ
Slept only two hours, doctor's appointment in the morning.
Came back near noon, prepared and headed out to meet Prissy.
Stupidgirl made me wait for half an hour, as usual. ):

Headed over to Cine, and got our movie tickets &ate lunch.
Walked around Heeren before going for our movie, Child's Eye.
Lol, the show made me kaopeh like mad. Cause I was too sleepy.
&It'd drag the climax till I fall asleep. ): But guess it's average luh.
Fareast Plaza to shop around, followed by Bugis Street.
Saw Ferly there too! Gosh, miss hanging out with her in Sec1. :/

Nydc for dinner, their brownie is exaggeratedly huge, I swear.
I was stunned, and glad I didn't order any main course along with it.
Still couldn't finish it in the end. ): Walked around, and parted ways.
Went over to Flyer's to fetch Baby, accompanied him for his supper. (:
Sent him back and headed home.

16th October. Mahjong session.
Got up late, prepared and headed over to Baby's.
Met Marc &Darryl, at his house downstairs. Astons for dinner! :D
Ohoh, Saw Qichiu &x.Vincent working there. o.o
Baby got damn pissed cause they forgot our order. :/
Went up, played two rounds of Mahjong and cabbed home.

17th October, Mahjong session again.
Woke up late again. Went over to Baby's, then Darryl's.
Mahjong with Darryl's parents. Mad stress. Lost like crazy too.
Seems like I'm on a unlucky streak recently. Caught my last bus home.

Lovelovez.

Now every February, You'll be my valentine. ♥

2010-10-13T02:40:00.004+08:00

Okay, feels like it's been damn long since I've updated.
Kinda can't remember what's been happening already. Lousy memory.
Shall skip those days that I can't remember. :x

5th October. Cooked pasta for Baby today, cause he wanted me to. (:
So, woke him up in the late morning to come over, &cooked.
Mj with Mama, and brother and his girlfriend took turns.
Brother act one noob, ended up winning so much. ):
Pool at night, I suppose? Can't really remember.

8th October. Out with Prissy, Rhin, Tecksoon, Marcus &Barney.
Met them at Cathay, and had our lunch at Popeye's.
Walked over to Pomo for Pool. Damn stress when playing with Barney. :S
Back to Cathay for our movie at 4plus, Buried. Worst show ever.
Spent the whole 95 minutes, watching that very guy, in the very same coffin,
calling people and asking for help. &In the end? He still died. -.-
I can't imagine how cheap the production of the show would be. Dulann.

Pizza Hut for our dinner. Garlic bread. ♥ Barney &Amanda(?) left.
While the rest of us sat and slacked outside Plaza Sing, talking rubbish.
Got chased away, so sat at the Mrt stairs instead.
Left to fetch Bb from work, Mj at Darryl's, headed home in the morning . (:

9th October. Doctor's appointment, &Monstercue pool.
Didn't sleep, went NSC early in the morning. Shagged much.
Waited for Daddy to come over to Novena for lunch with Mama &I.
Then headed back home, finally got to sleep in the afternoon. ):
Woke up in the evening, prepared &met Baby and Enwei at Mc. Last train home.

10th October. Maple, Mayouji, &Pool.
Went out in the evening, Mayouji for dinner. ♥
Went over to Superbowl for pool. One round was super fun!
I felt damn pro, for once. &Bb felt threatened and cleared me. ):

Baby then came over to stayover! ♥ Mapled and cooked supper together.
Stayed awake till morning 8am, and went in to take a nap.
Love it when Bb hugs me to sleep. (: Best ever.

11th October. Mj with usuals, and Monstercue pool.
Prissy and Weiming woke us up when they came over, had breakfast.
Played, and lost like shit again. But won back, to break even. Phew.
Took bus with them, parted ways. Went over to Monstercue to meet Enwei.
Was damn tired, ended up dozing off and sleeping at Mc. LOL.
Left early, and Baby was sweet enough to send me home (: Lovelove. ♥

12th October, today. Out with Pcg, finally! :D
Randomly got awoken by Pris, asking to go out with Gillian.
So prepared and waited for dearest Gill to meet me at Hougang Mrt.
Pris got on at Serangoon, headed over to Cineleisure.

Wanted to watch Child's eye, but no seats. So Emax chambers instead.
Damn, it's been so long. Still remember how we used to go there all the time.
Secondary 2 - 4 days, best memories. Missed much.
Watched Hear Me, and Chicken baked rice for lunch. :b
Ohoh, saw new Cinnamorolls at level 9 as well. *Hints.

Camwhored walked around Wenta 313 hoping Coldrock's still open but, ):
So had B&J outside Heeren instead. Saw Vanessa JJ working there. (:
Bus back to Dhoby and parted ways, wenta Promenade station to meet Bb.
Wenta prata there for supper, and sent him back home.
We were both behaving so retardedly tonight, hehe. ♥

Love my cute little Booboo. :b ♥

This time, I'll never ever let you go.

2010-10-03T20:13:00.003+08:00

27th September, Monday. Mahjong, Pastamania &Pool. ♥
Got up early in the morning, Peixun, Pris &Weiming came over.
Not bad, I'm getting better. :b At least not losing tens/twenties anymore. :x
Played till bout 6 and started preparing to head out.

Parted ways with the couple, and went over to Cine.
Pastamania for dinner. :D &Walked around Taka for abit.
Met Enwei &Eric for pool at Monstercue. Last train home. (:

29th September, Wednesday.
I always end up damn late when I'm meeting Enwei for pool. :x
Reached Monstercue at bout 7plus, when I'm supposed to meet him at 5.
Malcolm was there too. Played and laughed alot thanks to E1.
He and his shitty shit rubbish. Fucking retarded.
Peixun came over after his work, played till last train home.

30th September, Thursday. My miracle. (:
Peixun came over in the morning for Mahjong with Mama.
Won a little bit again. :b Prepared to go out in the late afternoon.
Cabbed to Bugis cause we were too lazy to take train there.
He keeps complaining that I live too far from everywhere. ):

Burgerking for dinner, &Walked around junction and street.
Shopping trip super fail today. Ended up buying nothing.
&That idiot actually planned to ask for patch at 7.41pm.
But he forgot cause we were happily eating our dinner. LOL.
So we got back together, on a road. Again. LOL. (Y) Lovelove. ♥
Took bus back to Monstercue for pool till last train. (:

1st October, Friday. Happy 1 year anniversary, Bb dearest. ♥
Got up and prepared, went over to Baby's to find him.
Went over to town first, walked like so much!
Just to go to A|X branches, to get his belt as a present. (:
Hope you like it uh, baby. Don't make it become cui-ed again! ):

Took bus to Marina square, walked around and went to Prizestage.
Then had our dinner at Manhattan fish market as planned. (:
Back to Prizestage, &baby caught himself a dragonball lighter. o.o
&A red ballball for me! :b Too bad there's no new Cinnamorolls. ):

Bus back to Darryl's place for mahjong with Cymon.
Played two rounds, won a bit. His place is my lucky place! :D
Went back home in the morning, and slept.

2nd October, Saturday. Mahjong session. &Happy birthday, Mui. :D
Woke up in the evening, went over to Baby's to find him.
Took bus to Darryl's to meet him, Cymon, Marc &another girl.
All went down to Mayouji for dinner. :D

Back to Darryl's for mahjong. All took turns to play.
I played for the first two rounds and took a break for the last one.
Lost money this time already. ): Lol. Frigging tiring.
&Everyone was so shagged and doing random silly things. Laughs.
Went back home in the morninggg. &My family's in a huge mess.
Going crazy with all the dramas early in the morning, Nice.

Shall go eat my dinner now and see what I should do at home today.

A special day, with a special you.

2010-10-01T03:42:00.002+08:00

Happy 1st year anniversary, Baby dearest. ♥

Thank you for everything, and for the second chance. (:
&I promise I'll trust you and love you with all my heart this time.
I'll not give you any reason to leave anymore, no matter what.
I love you, baby. Always have, always will.

I'd always look forward to that very day.

2010-09-27T03:05:00.001+08:00

Hihihi, back for updates. (:
Feels like I've been given more and more reasons to be happy now.
Cheered up quite alot these days, with lesser depressing thoughts.
Can't wait for things to get even better! &I'd look forward to the day. (:
Just really hope and pray that nothing goes wrong before then. :/

22nd September, Wednesday. First and last day of job. :x
Woke up early in the morning, went over to Bugis.
First day of work at some Chinese restaurant at Junction.
Tiring shit. Had two hours of break, played pool with Prissy.
Continued working till night time. My legs were breaking. ):
Peixun came over to fetch me. (: Went over to Monstercue.
Played pool till closing time and cabbed back homeee.

23rd September, Thursday. Mahjong, Iphone4, Icecube. ♥
Peixun came over in the noon, Mahjong with Mama.
Sent him to the bustop near evening, and came back home.
Went over to Rivervale Mall with Daddy to get my Iphone. :D
Finally, my cui and dying Sony Eric phone is replaced. (Y)

Headed off to Serangoon Gardens to meet Prissy &Wen Ling.
Craved for Icecube for so fucking long! My Icecream with Brownie! :b
Talked alot of rubbish together, much laughters. ♥
Even walked to some ulu part of gardens for no reason.
Girls, meet up after your As please! Plus Mui &Monica. (:

Peixun came to Garden to find me, Superbowl for pool.
Kana trashed, as usual. Superbowl sucks. :/ Caught last bus home.

24th September, Friday. Mahjong, walkaround &pool. ♥
Peixun came over again for Mahjong, with my Mama &Aunt.
Lost big time. :/ &Prepared and headed out in the late afternoon.
Got Chippy's &Beef Chilli Cheese fries to Monstercue to eat &put cuesticks.

Walked around Ion, Paragon, &town area looking for belts &shirts.
Can't seem to find any nice belts at A|X anymore! Fuck, my plan is spoilt. ):
Back to Monstercue for pool. Played doubles with others all the way.
&Stupid Peixun kept giving me fucked up placings or snooping me.
Caught our last train back, sent him home &headed back.

25th September, Saturday. Pool with the usuals, &Overnight Mj.
Woke up with fucking bad headache, felt super unwell. :/
Prepared, went over to Peixun's. Headed out after he's done preparing.
Plaza Sing, got our dinners, went up to arcade, then walked to Monstercue,
to meet Enwei &Yew Theng. Played till like, 11plus?

Last minute followed Peixun to Darryl's for Mahjong session, with Marc.
Played all the way till like 7 in the morning. Shagged and tired.
Darryl's place is still my lucky place! Ended up winning a little bit.
Unlike at my own house, I'd be losing tens or twenties. :b
Mee rubus for breakfast with Peixun before going home.

26th September, Sunday. Mahjong session again. ♥
Woke up damn late, prepared &went to Peixun's.
Waited for him to mop his floor while I ate my instant noodles. :b
Went over to Darryl's, for Mahjong again with his Mum this time.
Played one round for so fucking long! Near 5 hours lah. x.x
Won a bit again, walked to nearby for supper &cabbed back.

Mahjong session with Peixun, Prissy &Weiming again later in the noon!
Woo, can't wait, though I'd probably end up losing anyway. :x
By the way, can anyone tell me when's the results coming out? I forgot. :/

Don't need no parachute, If I've got you.

2010-09-21T02:07:00.002+08:00

19th September, Sunday.
Woke up damn late. Fetched Peixun from work at the Flyer's.
Went over to Dhoby Mac's for our super late dinner.
Poor idiot forgot to bring money out and starved. ):
Monstercue for pool till closing time, and cabbed home.

20th September, Monday. White personal cuestick. ♥
Woke Peixun up, and he came over in the early noon. (:
Played 3-person Mahjong with Mum. Lost to them, as usual. ):
&Both of us played 2-person mahjong for a bit. LOL. Fucking lame.
Bathed and prepared, and headed out to Rivervale Mall.

Sent his pants to tailor, and had our dinner there.
Yay, satisfied my Jap curry rice crave. Thanks for treating. :b
Met Enwei at Monstercue. Played 9ball matches. Eric came too.

&Decided to get my white cuestick. Chio max. Happygirl!
Thanks for helping me pay for it first, Peixun. :b
Will return you once my pay gets into my account!
Caught the last train back to Serangoon, and cabbed homee.

All the best for your 9ball competition tomorrow. ♥
&To Pcg, Happy 4th's, my dearest girls. Loves. (:

Should've held on tight, Never should've let you go.

2010-09-19T19:33:00.003+08:00

Feeling very much loved, as each day passes. Really glad.
Guess things are finally taking on a better turn, happier.
Thanks for everything. You're all that it takes to make me smile. ♥

Though, my thoughts and moodswings are still killing me. :/
&I'd still feel the pain and heartache of losing, from time to time.
Ohwell. Hope all these will go away soon. It's been long enough.
I'll be patient, and I'll stay strong. &I will not lose faith in us. (:

17th September, Friday. Mahjong session, Pool.
Didn't sleep much, woke up in the morning for mahjong session.
With Peixun, Prissy &Weiming. Those snails took forever to come.
Had breakfast which Mum bought back. Happyhappy girl.
Played till bout, 5 &Went to prepare while Mum took my place.
All left my house in the evening, parted ways at Compass point.

Went over to Plaza Sing for dinner with Peixun.
Prize stage, and caught our 43rd Cinnamoroll. Hehe. ♥
Monstercue for pool, to train for his 9ball competition.
Kept losing like mad. My pool is going from bad to worse. :/
Sent him back, and headed on home. Broke down in the night.
Was thinking back on things, feeling all the pain gushing back to me.

18th September, Saturday. Last minute pool &Mahjong.
Supposedly staying home, but Peixun decided to come meet me.
Prepared, and he waited outside for quite awhile. :x
Compass point for dinner cause I was starving very badly,
Then went over to Monstercue. Lost almost every single round today. ):

Went to Darryl's for mahjong at like, 11plus. Quite lucky today. :D
I don't see myself being so lucky playing at home. ):
&Damn annoying! Last round, Peixun &I had the exact 6same tiles,
Waiting for each other to throw! It's like, suay to the max. -.-
Left at 3 in the morning, Prata supper &cabbed home.

Stuck in the moment, with you.

2010-09-16T02:11:00.001+08:00

Updates, again. ^^ A day off at home tomorrow probably.
Anyone want to date me out? I presume I'd be fucking bored. :/

13th September, Monday. Super failed clique outing.
Woke up at noon, prepared &went over to Peixun's.
Then to Serangoon Mac to meet Prissy and Z for in the evening.
Plaza Sing, all got dinners, went up to arcade for basketball.
&Walked over to Monstercue for pool with them. (:

Z left, followed by Pris. Played with Peixun till 11plus.
Became a little training session in the end. Lol. :b
Caught the last train back, sent him back &cabbed home.

14th September, Tuesday. Mahjong, Chomp &Pool.
Got up around noon, bathed and went downstairs.
Met Prissy, Weiming &Peixun, walked over to aunt's house for Mj. :b
Whoa, I suck at gambling. Super suay and all in every round I swear.
Keep forgetting to take tiles at certain times too. Happened like 3 times. ):

Ended our game at around 7pm, cabbed over to Chomp's.
Ordered all the usuals. Had a goodgood dinner. :b
Took bus to Superbowl for pool, then headed home at 11plus.

15th September, Wednesday. Pool, Bugis, and more Pool. :b
Got up early in the morning for my doctor's appointment.
Only slept like an hour lah. :/ Came back, prepared &headed out.
All ended up late. Met Prissy &Yankai at Somerset at bout 3.
Lunch at Hotdog Factory. Yay, my Chicken baked rice. :b

Went over to Kpool. Tecksoon came, followed by Barney.
Evening, Prissy and I left for Bugis to walk around, buy stuffs.
Got my black sling finally! Been finding one since forever ago. (:
Pris headed home, I went over to Monstercue to find Peixun.
Played pool till last train and headed back home.

Ah, hate how my mood can change so easily and for no reason still.
When can I ever find myself and my happiness back. Need some help here. ):

My world's falling apart, &there's no light to break up the dark.

2010-09-13T02:37:00.002+08:00

Hihi people. Exams are finally fucking over! :D
Now I can sleep w/o having to wake up early to study with Pris.
&I don't have to worry about not studying in the night. Hehe.
Holidays are the best. Though I'm like fucking bored right now. :/
I need to get a new job. The flyer's don't want me anymore. ):

Life's been getting better these days, I guess. I feel happier.
I mean, things are becoming so normal again. Like nothing's changed.
Really glad about that, and hope all these won't just disappear again.
Thank you for everything, really.

7th September, Tuesday.
Didn't sleep, and went in for Business Finance paper. Sucked.
After the paper, rushed over to Amk with Pris for LJS breakfast. :D
Love it. My favourite fastfood breakfast currently. ♥
Went over to Monstercue to meet Peixun. Enwei came with his friends too.
After that, went back to Peixun's to study my Business Law.
Kinda fell asleep halfway. Exhausted. Decided to head home to study.

8th September, Wednesday.
Didn't sleep again. Drank too much Lipton tea in the night. ):
Blaw paper, pretty alright. Super sleepy during the paper. x.x
Went over to Peixun's, and slept through the afternoon.
Prata dinner/supper. ♥ &Superbowl for pool, then home.
Was supposed to study together but.. kinda dropped the idea. :x

9th September, Thursday. Last paper! \m/
Woke up earlier to study a bit, &the paper turned out good. :D
Peixun came over to surprise fetch me after my paper. Thanks. :b
Went over to Plaza Sing to get beef chilli cheese fries, then to Monstercue.
Psycho-ed Enwei to come down to play with us too. Hehe.
Sent him back, and caught my last bus home.

10th September, Friday. Pool with usuals. (:
Finally caught up on all the sleep I've been losing due to exam. :b
Woke up at late noon, nua-ed at home thinking what I should do.
Ended up going over to Peixun's. Plaza Sing for dinner &arcade.
Wenta Prize stage and caught our 42nd Cinnamoroll. ♥ Happygirl. :D
Monstercue to meet Eric, Alvin and Yew Theng for pool.
&All caught our last train back homee.

11th/12th September. Resident Evil &Pool. :D
Went over to meet Peixun in the evening, &headed to Cine.
Got out midnight tickets, up to level 9 for Bishibashi &catch bearbear.
Off to Monstercue for pool all the way till near 3am.
Damn sian, wanted to play doubles but no one was there. ):

Mac's for supper, then back to Cine for our Resident Evil.
Show's pretty alright. Just felt too short, and the storyline's typical. :/
Cabbed back to his house after, &slept all the way till late noon. :b
Headed back home in the evening while he headed to Darryl's. (:

Will update again soon, I guess. Date me out people. ♥

Satisfied, even with these littlest happy moments.

2010-09-07T04:08:00.004+08:00

3rd September, Friday. Study, Ton, Pool.
Met Pris late again, but she bought Mac's breakfast. (:
Ate at study corner, and started studying I think.
Did some Efma, But, it drove me crazy, somehow.
Feel damn dumb when I can't get the right answers. :/

Monstercue, pool. &Sent her back home at the usual time.
Mood crashed. &Didn't feel like going home. Wenta Amk find Weijian.
Drank a feel bottles, talked serious stuffs as well as rubbish.
Was super tired and shagged in the morning, slept at Mac.
Z, Peixun and B.o came to find us. Slacked till like 9am &All headed back.

4th September, Saturday. 8 hours of pool! ♥
Didn't sleep at all cause I felt too awake when I reached home.
Waited for Pris to wake up, and met her at Serangoon to study.
Kept feeling distracted. Guess it's the lack of sleep. :x

Monstercue to meet Enwei, Wye Wah, Eric for pool.
Joked around, played, and competed in Iphone games. :b
Enwei is making me want to buy a white cue too.
His cue is fucking chio. I want my White Scorpion cue, badly. ):

Peixun came and left, then came back again.
Eric and I were jio-ed to play doubles with some pros. ;o
Saw their personal cues &I decided to let Peixun take my place. LOL.
But ended up taking over Eric, and we won the punch 7-1. :D
He was super happy, but I was too tired to feel any excitement. :x

All cabbed back home at like, 4am? The headache was killing me.
Felt super uncomfortable when I got home, went to bed.

5th September, Sunday. Study, Chomp &Pool.
Caught up on my sleep, and got up pretty late. :b
Met Pris at Serangoon, and started memorizing Mm.
Night time, Pris headed over to meet up with Gillian,
&Peixun cabbed down and we went for Chomp dinner. :D

Took bus over to Superbowl for a bit of pool.
He was jio-ed by some guy to play, and he lost two round!
Stupid noob. :x Took my last bus homeee.

6th September, Monday. Marketing Management's down! :D
Woke up late for my paper, Daddy came back to fetch me to school. :b
Mm was, passable. Met Pris &went over to South canteen,
To meet Tecksoon, Yankai &Barney to study BFinance.

Studied &Did papers all the way till like 10pm at night.
Must be the latest I've ever stayed in school. Damn no life. ._.
Last minute decided to meet Peixun for prata supper,
&A bit of pool. Caught my last bus home.

Somehow, feel grateful for these little happy moments. (:
I'll be satisfied with what I have now, &Not ask for too much.
If things are meant to be, they will fall into their places eventually.
I'll believe, and have trust in this love, even though we're apart. ♥

You once said, that I was your Everything.

2010-09-03T04:01:00.000+08:00

30th August, Monday. Study, &Pool.
Was supposed to meet Prissy for Mac's breakfast, but.. ;x
So, went to find her at Serangoon at around noon for lunch.
Walked over to Study corner and started doing notes.
Pris left early as she had something on. Stayed on to study alone.
Wow, did Essfs for like, almost 7 hours straight. Nice. Back ached like hell.

Went over to Monstercue to find Peixun in the evening, for pool.
&Got super dulan, cause my phone deleted all my messages.
Whole 10 months worth of messages, fuck my life.
Everything that I wanted to keep with me, all gone.

Got trashed badly today, and cramps started attacking me.
Felt super weak and in pain, couldn't even stand or walk properly.
Peixun accompanied me home, he played Dota &we ate together.
Sent him down to cab at 3plus, and came back up to do my notes.

31st August, Tuesday. Study with Pris, Pool with Marv.
Rushed to Hougang Mall for LJS breakfast with Prissy. (:
Took bus to Serangoon, studied. Not productive today.
Kept getting distracted. &Ended up taking pictures with my webcam. :b
Marvin came to find us at night, for dinner at Mayouji. ♥
Went over to Hougang Plaza for pool. Peixun came as well.

Played till, 1am plus? Prissy left halfway, &Marv's friend came.
Went nearby for supper together, at some foodcourt.
Cabbed back. Studied. &I fell asleep halfway.
No idea why, was feeling super tired and down today.

1st September, Wednesday. Happy supposed 11th's. ♥
Woke up super late, continued studying for a little bit.
Bathed, and left for Cineleisure to buy our movie tickets.
Had our dinner at Pastamania, went up to level 9 to slack.
Went in for our movie, Grownups. Funny show. (:
Headed back home afterwhich. Super down mood today too.

2nd September, Thursday. Essfs paper, and relax. :x
Wanted to get up early to do my last minute studying but failed.
Cabbed to school, and the fucking uncle almost sent me to NP. -.-
Screwed up the paper, wrote so much rubbish that I was laughing to myself. :/

Headed back to Pris', and we cooked lunch for ourselves.
Noodles, Campbell's soup, hotdogs &seaweed chickens. :b
Watched Vampires suck, and I slept for a bit, till evening time.

Out to Cineleisure to get some stuffs, then to Monstercue for pool. (:
Got Ben &Jerry's on the way there too. Loveee. ♥
After that, walked back to Plaza sing Mrt with her.
Then met Z, B.o &Peixun for supper at Mac before heading home.

Somebody I don't even talk to, came to talk to me. Words of comfort &motivation.
Offered me advice, and help regarding school work. Thanks, K.
&Steph came to talk to me too, to cheer me up, lead me out.

Through the conversations, I was reminded of the pain and sadness.
All the sufferings I've been trying to suppress inside of me.
Started hurting real bad, and the tears wouldn't stop.

But.. I really appreciate it. It's good to know that somewhere out there,
There are people who really care for me, no matter how small a part I make up their lives.
When someone I thought I would be with forever has left ; stopped caring and loving me,
When even I myself don't care for, or even love myself anymore. It felt nice. Thanks.

I really just wanna pick myself back up soon, stop ruining myself.
Happiness, you've been missing for quite awhile. Will you come back soon?

You're amazing, just the way you are.

2010-08-30T01:38:00.015+08:00

Kay, time to do some updates. Mad tired right now. :/
&Gotta stop playing and start doing some intensive studying.
Can't believe my first paper is like, in four days' time. Perfect.
Someone teach me how to get my insomnia gone by then?

23rd August, Monday. Study, Ton.
Lazed around bed whole day, met Prissy at Serangoon at night.
Studied at some, random void deck. Was damn sleepy. ):
Daddy came over, followed by Peixun and Z. All slacked &talked rubbish.

Pris left, followed by Daddy. Bigtwo &Blackjack with the two.
I suck at gambling. They kept bullying me, and I lost like crazy. ):
Went over to Mac for breakfast. Slacked abit, then headed back.

25th August, Wednesday. Pool, Ton. (:
Dragged Enwei &Eric out to play pool with me again. ;x
Felt like puking the whole time. :/ Back to Serangoon at bout 12.
Thanks, Eric, for waiting super long with me for the bus. (:
Went over to Pris', supposedly to study. Read abit of Bfin.

Peixun &Kailin came over to find us last minute instead.
Slacked &Played cards till morning, and all headed back. (:

*All other photos are on facebook. (:

27th August, Friday. Pcg meetup &Ton. ♥
Didn't sleep much, met Pris &Gill at Serangoon mrt at noon. (:
Went over to Cine to get our movie tickets first, &walked around.
Hotdog Factory for lunch! Satisfied my Chicken Baked Rice crave. :b
Went up for Step up 3. It's the sex. Super awesome movie. \m/

Went to kbox to sing. I was freezing like hell in there.
Sang &took pictures for about, 3 hours I guess? Love ittt. ♥
Walked over to Taka for Bakerzin's Oreo Cheesecakes.
Gill left, and we bused over to Monstercue for a bit of pool. :p

Back to her house at bout 10 plus, bought dinner up.
Slacked, and studied through the night. That girl sucks.
She ended up sleeping first! Home at like, 8?

28th August, Saturday. Jumbo Seafood, Pool &Moviee.
Woke up, prepared and left house with family to fetch Peixun.
Really, thanks for agreeing to accompany me for the dinner. (:
Jumbo Seafood to celebrate Mama's birthday in advance.
Yay, yummy food is love. ♥ Lazy pig peeled crab for me too. :D

Daddy sent us to Cityhall area, and we took a bus to Monstercue.
Played pool, and I totally pawned his ass! *Jumps around.
Won all the races to three, and overall score confirm win. \m/
Played doubles with two other guys from the other table as well.

Left at closing time, and walked over to Cine to get movie tickets.
Visited Mandy over at Kpool. Slacked for abit, and went in for the movie.
King of Fighters. Suckiest show ever. Mad boring action and storyline. :/
Slacked outside Cine for a bit, then cabbed back home near 6am.
Thanks for the day. (:

Don't remind me, I'm not over it.

2010-08-23T07:03:00.004+08:00

I am wide awake at this time, and blogging. Weird.
Waiting for Mum to come back with my Mac's breakfast. :p
Sigh, I wish insomnia would stop bugging me. Annoying shitz.
Ohwell, here's a long, long post of updates.

18th August, Wednesday. Work &Ton.
Woke up, went for work. I like working with Lucia. (:
Chomp supper with Peixun after work, then home.
Went out again to roam alone, due to bad mood, decided to find Z.
Kup-ed a small bottle of Martell, slacked at Serangoon.
Mac breakfast before going back home in the morning. \m/

19th August, Thursday. Pool with Pris and Marvin.
Met them at Serangoon. Atmosphere was fucking weird at first. :/
Monstercue for pool, Marvin asked to be my disciple. :p
Went back to Dhoby to find his friend, Adam or something.
Prize stage, tyco caught a Cinnamoroll. Mad cute. ♥
Dinnered at Yoshi, &they cabbed and dropped us at Amk.

Went back home, and headed out again to meet people.
Came back up to watch a lame movie, some things happened.
&Yeah, now the scene flashes past my mind whenever I pass by that road.
Wish I could like erase my memory or something. A really bad night.

20th August, Friday. Pool with Pris, Tecksoon, Marcus.
Was supposed to meet them earlier to sing k, but I was exhausted.
So met them in the late afternoon, at Cine. Walked to Monstercue.
Played for abit, and all left. Wenta get Garlic bread from Pizza hut. ♥
Walked around. Bused back to Serangoon, &she studied while I concussed.
I think all the insomnia nights are finally taking a toll on my body. :/

21st August, Saturday. Pool with the usuals. (:
Met Enwei &Eric at the arcade in the evening. Dinnered at Xinwang.
Walked over to Monstercue for pool. Yew teng &Alvin came &left too. (:
Followed by Peixun, and Z who came and we played till closing time?
Enwei and Eric left halfway, though. The atmosphere turned a lil weird.
Played some, three person pool game. &They kept bullying me. ):

Cabbed and dropped them off, then headed to find Pris at her house.
This uncle freaked me out, totally. Talked to me, followed me, &kept staring. ._.
Got her to supper with me at some coffeeshop, and headed to her house.
Watched The Killers. Ashton Kutcher (Spencer) is fucking hot. \m/
Took a bus back home at like, 7 plus in the morning.

22nd August, Sunday. K, Pool, Supper, &Slack. :b
Met Prissy in the late afternoon to sing k at Amk area. Finally. :D
&We started applying alot of the song lyrics on me, somehow. -.-
Enwei called, so joined him, Eric, Wye Wah for pool at Monstercue.
Super off-form today. Kana trash like crazy. Wye Wah damn pro. ):

Left at 10 plus, to find Daddy at Serangoon to slack.
Sent Prissy back home, and got Z out for supper together.
Curry rice at Kovan. ♥ Walked around, thinking about what to do.
Ended up cabbing to Marina Barrage to find Ben, HaoJun, Kencer(?).
Slacked for a bit there. It's cooling and pretty at night. Reminisced.

Drove to Esplanade area, and slacked under some bridge by the river.
Thought about alot of things, and talked a little to Z about stuffs.
Rollercoaster mood for the whole damned day. Felt really down.
HaoJun then sent all of us back home at like, 5 in the morning?
Had fun watching Ben annoy the shit out of HaoJun. ;x

I wish life would get better.

Heartfelt thoughts ; A decision.

2010-08-21T05:19:00.000+08:00

Feeling better now I guess. I mean, with life.
Thought things through, after somethings happened last night.
&Together with this whole one month of happenings, and torture.
I finally made a painful decision. A decision that, I must be firm with.

#011009 ; Dearest lost love.
Thank you, for everything that you've given me for those 295 days.
I really appreciate everything. &Thank you for having loved me.
All the memories that we've created. Everything that we shared. &This love.
I promise, I'll remember them and cherish them in my heart, always.

I've understood that, we're better off than friends rather than lovers.
&I'll now, finally, accept the fact that, you're gone. But, still friends right? (:
You know, this decision isn't easy. &It will be a difficult path, for me to walk.
But, let me see you happy with life, &not blame yourself - It'll be easier for me.
So just do me this one favour alright? Live your life, happily. Love yourself.

Whatever it is, I'll still be right here whenever you need me alright.
Joy or sorrow, just give me a call, or a text, whenever. I'll be there. (:
Promise me, you'll really take care of yourself.

Just let me say this, for the very last time,
I love you, baby dearest. Forever and always, Best and last. ♥

Friends, friends. They are all that I'll need right now.
I guess, I just need a break from love. I've stopped believing.
But, I'll find back myself. I'll not make everyone worry anymore.

I may not be able to succeed all these instantly, I may fail sometimes.
I may still think of him, and miss everything that we've had at times.
But, I'll try my best. To stop holding on, to stop torturing myself.
I'll be happy. Just need some time. &Just hope, life gets better.
So, date me out people! I need friends. ;D

Will do proper updates the next time. (:
By the way, Happy 3 years &11months, Pcg. ♥

Love the way you lie, the way it hurts.

2010-08-18T04:35:00.000+08:00

Hihi, all. Firstly, Happy birthday, Enwei!
Please cheer up right now and enjoy your birthday. (:

16th August, Monday. Pool. (:
Decided to be nice, &delivered food to the Flyer's.
Ate dinner there, then left for Monstercue for pool. :D
With Enwei, Eric, Wye Wah, Zaki &Malcolm.
Played till 11 plus 12. &All headed back.

17th August, Today. Pool again! (:
Managed to psycho Enwei &Eric out to play pool.
Went out at night, and bumped into them at cheers.
Monstercue, &started playing a few rounds with Enwei first,
while Eric waited for his hot water at cheers. -.-

Played and I kept winning, and they said I was bullying them. LOL.
Then, played with the pro guy from Np? Or Tp? Don't remember.
Was super stressed out. But won a few rounds, cause he let me. :p
&It was quite disturbing that he kept mentioning 'my boyfriend.' ._.
Fun playing with him though. He has a lot of trick shots to show off. :x
Played a few more rounds with Eric, and trained home with him.

Roamed around Sk, &Decided to go get my Cinnamon Melts.
Sat downstairs for abit, thinking bout stuffs, before heading back.

I am, tired. My intuitions, always turn out right. Lies, excuses.
I'll get prepared for all the pain that's coming. I'm used to it, after all.
Sometimes, I wish I could put this whole r/s down, as easily as you did.

Yay, work tomorrow. Finally, I don't have to search for plans.
*Thanks whoever that I'm covering for. :p
Hope they'd need people for more days for this week!
I wanna become a workaholic and earn more money. \m/

Stand there and watch me burn.

2010-08-16T16:05:00.001+08:00

Fucking bored. I need some games to play &get addicted to. :/
I finished reading Twilight, again. Moving on to New Moon soon!
I really need to go and buy Vampire Diaries' books soon lah.

Oh, &I desperately want to learn how to catch bearbears like a pro. ):
I want to continue my Cinnamoroll collection on my own! ♥
Saw two new, cute ones at Prize stage. A must-have. x.x

Kay, enough random rubbish. Update update.

11th August, Wednesday. Study with Prissy.
Decided to meet up with Prissy last minute,
Dinner and study at Serangoon. (: Kinda miss these kinda days?
Where we'd study, play cards, with the other two as a clique. :/
Got really really tired after writing notes. Headed back home.

12th August, Thursday. Pool with Enwei, Eric.
Met up in the afternoon. Played pool at Mc. (:
Left there for dinner at Ajisen, at bout 9?
Slacked at the arcade for awhile, before heading homee.

13th August, Friday. Very fucked up day.
Somehow, my mood was very bad that day.
Couldn't find anyone who was free to accompany me.
So, decided to go out and roam about alone the evening/night.

Thankfully, Prissy was free at night. So she came down to find me.
Headed to a pub at Pasir Ris. Took us forever to walk there! ):
Chilled and drank a little there, and talked with her.
Guess both of us were feeling pretty down, somehow.

Walked back to Ehub to find Shuan for pool, till closing time.
Slacked outside, before cabbing back to Sengkang with Shuan.
Slacked for a bit alone at the playground.

14th August, Saturday. Darryl's bbq/chalet.
Met up with Prissy in the afternoon to study for abit.
That girl was very, very late. As usual. ):
Studied till bout 7 at Compass point, Mac.
Then went to get Darryl's cake, and headed down to Pasir Ris.

Got to the chalet, and I swear it was fucking weird.
Sat around, bored. Eugene Tey was there too, coincidentally.
Took photos, and cut cake. Then went to the room.
Watched them play cards, and watched Tv as well.

Left to find Z at bout, 1 plus am. And cabbed to Weijian's house.
Finished up the Vodka from the other time, and drank some beer.
Played cards and talked rubbish for the whole night. (:
Went for prata in the morning together. Thanks, Wj, for treating! ^^
Took the long long journey back home, and slept.

P.s. I'm sorry that my posts are all words without pictures. ;x

Wondering, if I ever cross your mind.

2010-08-11T05:06:00.000+08:00

I am damn bored. *Looks at the time now.
Contradicting issue, I want to sleep but I don't want to sleep. ):
&There's no one online that I can talk to.

8th August, Sunday night. Pool with Enwei, Yew Teng, Eric, YY(?).
I was damn off-form, I swear. ): It pissed me off badly.
&, Hehe. I borrowed Z's personal cue to use since it's rotting there. :x

Got into some form of, really bad argument.
And I'd say it ended off pretty badly. Cried like mad.
Much thanks to Enwei &Yew teng for talking to me. :/

Left to find Z for awhile to talk, but he was feeling down too.
So, merely slacked a bit and cabbed back home.
Was glad though, for the promises made. &Hopefully, honored.

9th &10th August, Monday and Tuesday. Workwork.
I thought working during the National Day will be tiring.
But, it was fucking slack. Sales were worst than normal Mondays. o.o
I was stoning and talking to Lucia the whole time. Lol.

Z accompanied me to Prata for my late dinner, before heading home.
Was talking about, his personality resembling a Sponge. ._.
&He said that I'm a picture. You need to look deeper to find out more,
cause the appearance is just something that I put up. How true is that?
But for now, I think I'm an empty, abandoned crab shell. Heh.

Work today was, slack as well. Al won't stop picking on me. ):
But, worked at Sales with Cheelong. &I kept directing customers to him. Heh.
Especially those with people wearing green. I feel like a bully. :p
&I ate like, nonstop? Bought like, puffs for dinner. Then I finished his fries.

Trained back home with Z. Was feeling quite moody and down.
So, slacked a bit on my own at my house area before heading home.

Sigh, wonders what I should do tomorrow. ):

Alcohol and cigarettes. ♥

2010-08-08T17:00:00.000+08:00

Feeling so motherfucking xinku right now. ):
Bad headache, and I can still taste the vomit in the back of my mouth.
Kay, that sounded damn disgusting. But, oh well.

Work yesterday was tiring! But also abit slack at the same time.
They fucking put 5 people at the sales side. 6, including Tong.
But, at least we have higher pay due to higher sales! \m/
&I'm damn lucky. Brought some customers to the Photography side.
Walked out, and just nice, the fireworks started. ♥

Hmm, got pretty down towards the end of work. Due to certain stuffs.
Black faced to the customers that I served. Felt damn guilty. ;x
Went to the ladies, &Just kinda broke down. In the midst of work. Cool.

Ended work, and went back to Serangoon with Z to get Mac. (:
Kup money to buy Vodka and other bites, went back to his house.
Got high and seh, and started talking about anything and everything.

From a history of all my fucked up relationships, which he laughed at it all. -.-
To him turning gay and me turning lesbian. To his stories &wikipedia stuffs.
&Even more rubbish! It was gooood. Let's drink again soon, ahpa! :D ♥
Shall not blog out all the bad things that happened. LOL. ;x

Finally slept at like, 10am. &Woke up at 1pm. Washed up, ate lunch.
&He headed for work while I headed home.
Gonna go play pool with Enwei &co. later on. Yay!

Calmness, peace.

2010-08-07T05:11:00.000+08:00

Hihi. Good news! I feel very calm and normal now, for once. (:
So, I've been working for yesterday and today, at the Flyer. ):
Damn sad life. Did printing yesterday, and it was damn slack.
I even had the time to write some notes for my Marketing. (:

&, Sales for today, super busy. There was this neverending queue. D:
Was super tired at the end of the day. Back was aching like mad.
But, didn't really want to go home cause my mood was quite fucked.

So, nice Z allowed me to go over to his house to drink, though it's just beer. ^^
Slacked, talked rubbish as well as some serious matters, till bout 4am.
He really took things off my mind, took away the pain. Thanks, Ahpa! :D

Okay, shall copy a part from my Private blog, for Z to read.
Though I bet he won't even come to this blog at all! ):

I am seriously glad that, there is Z in my life, cheering me on and taking all my troubles and worries off my mind. Like, though we weren't very close but, he still tried his best to be there for me whenever I needed him, allowing me to call him fucking randomly all the time and just have him talk to me and counsel me, or even let me just look him up at his house for a listening ear, for company. ;x &I really appreciate all these.

Talking to him about anything and everything ; all his rubbish and nonsense wikipedia stuffs, is really good. If I could, I would seriously look him up everyday to take all my painful heartaches and torturous thoughts away just for that moment. Cause he's the next best person I can look for, other than you. Thank you, Z. I'll look you up soon! Hehe, you make me feel peace. \m/

Kay, that's all for today. Need to head to bed.
Mad tired, and backaches. Still gotta work tomorrow.
It's gonna be another busy day at the sales side. ):

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Awaiting for, my miracle.

2010-08-05T23:39:00.000+08:00

Hihi, all lost readers. (:
Finally got down to putting my blog back up again.

Right now, I'm having my very long one month study break. D:
Haven't touched any school-related things so far, I think there's still a lot of time?
Been having a lot of alone time, learning from my past. As well as talking to people.
Worked for a day at Pictureworks too. Gonna work for the next three days. :/
And, I miss playing pool everyday. ): Deepdeep addiction. ♥

Gah, have no idea what to update about.
Still undergoing a massive change in my everyday life, adapting and stuff.
Probably going through the worst part of my life right now, all alone.
Still trying to pick up my shattered and lost pieces, stand up &live again.

I'll learn to be strong, be independent, be happy. For him &everyone else.
It's gonna be hard, it's gonna take time. But, I'll let the wait, go on.
Cause I believe that it will be worthwhile. This love. (:

Will update again, if there's anything going on in my life. ^^
Oh, and thank you all who was there for me, talking to me.
&Thank you, for staying apart of my life still. ♥

Somebody wants you, somebody needs you. &Somebody's me.

2010-07-21T23:28:00.004+08:00

16th July, Friday.
Kay, let me try to recall. All I can remember is,
Pool, Despicable Me, &Catch bearbears. (:
&I kept grabbing the Cinnamoroll's face soft toy,
&annoying baby with "It's so fluffy, I'm gonna dieeee!" Heh.

17th July, Saturday. 8 hours of pool. (Y)
Met baby at his house first, then left for town in the evening?
Monstercue for pool with Enwei &cousin, and Eric.
Was super off-form. :/ Played with some pro, lost badly. ):
Homed at like 3 plus 4? I guess.

18th July, Sunday &19th July, Monday.
I would guess that it's that same routine. :/
My mind doesn't seem to be working at all, can't remember.
Oh, we wenta Bugis to walk around &shop one of the days, though.

20th July, Yesterday. Came home after school.
Then, met baby at Dhoby to catch the Cinnamoroll above.
Finally found one to catch! It's about to be extinct. ):
Oh, and this is the 38th one! Hehe, damn cool.

Pooled at Monstercue for a lil, then wenta Cathay for Inception.
It's nice! Though we missed abit of the ending.
Cause the movie was screened till too late,
&We had to catch our last train home. ):
Still havent go online to catch that last few minutes. Soon.

21st July, Today. Got my hair done, accompanied by Prissy.
Shitz, I swear my fringe is like fucked up. Bangs-ish.
So, I'm kinda clipping it to the side hoping it'd go over. ):
I should've learnt my lessons from my many experiences,
&left my fringe alone. ): Oh &, Cheerup, darling. ♥

Guess I'm gonna start spending time &study real hard,
for the exams in a month, to pull my suck results up. :/
Last one and a half week of school left. ^^ I hope I don't procrastinate.

&Somehow, I kinda like being alone now. It's nice. Like, just being at home.
Except for the part where my Mum constantly annoys the shit outta me.
Whatever's causing it, I guess it's a good change. (:
Gotta start having more alone time for myself. ♥

Your heart's all locked, &I've got the key.

2010-07-15T23:21:00.003+08:00

Hehe, special dinner. Cup noodles &Fav beef chilli cheese fries! ♥

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Yay, I'm pretty much a happy girl now. (:
Finally, all done with projects and presentations.
Well, except for Jap roleplay and tests, that is. Screw it.
&The fact that I keep getting headaches &feel damn unwell. Sucks.

Having my dinner &Monstercue routine with baby still.
Caught another Cinnamoroll! Now only lacking the duck one. Hehe. ♥
&Caught Predators like yesterday or something.
Was average, not very good, but not as bad as many claimed. Lol.

Best boyfriend, let's go out on date sooon. Other than Mc &dinner. :x
Super miss those sweet and pat tor times we used to have.
Though, I don't regret getting addicted to pool. Hehehe. ♥
I love you! &No matter what happens, this love will stay.

Hmm. this whole week, is just like chionging projects?
EssFs presentation on Tuesday was fine, thankfully.
But today's.. put in much efforts but still totally screwed up. :/
Was pretty frustrated with myself but, forget it. It's over now.
I officially hate Marketing Management now. ):

Came home immediately after school for a break. (:
Got the rest that I deserved, &have been trying to get myself to study.
But nah, I guess it's not really working. Hehe. :x
Kay, update again soon. Life's boring. Can't wait for the study break!

Realised, that I've changed unknowingly. Or knowingly.
Is this change, good or bad? I wonder. o.o

I can't give you what you want , &It's killing me.

2010-07-12T01:47:00.004+08:00

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Time to update my blog, since I've got nothing else better to do. :/
Still pretty much following the monotonous, but simple lifestyle.
Meeting baby for dinner and Monstercue pool.
I'm damn tempted to buy this chio, white Scorpion cue I saw. ):
Should I should I? It's damn nice. *Heart itchy.

8th July, Thursday. Rare outing with Prissy. ♥
Met up with her at Dhoby after her school.
&Bought lunch, and went over to Monstercue for pool.
Played for abit, then wenta walk around Cine, Taka, Wisma, Ion.

She was being damn retarded and annoying the shit outta me.
Kinda miss the days where it was just me and her, depending on each other.
But at least now I know, no matter what, I'll always have her there for me.
Thanks for always never failing to make my day, darling. ^^

Back to Wisma for dinner, Hokkien mee.
&Her nice boyfriend cabbed down to fetch us back. Best. \m/
Last minute, baby called me out for dinner with him.
So met him at Central, &went for Prata before heading home. (:

9th July, Friday. Fell sick, from the previous night.
It was a rough night for me. Couldn't get much sleep either.
So, got dragged to the Doctor's by my Mama.
Then fetched baby from school in the evening.
Dinner at Cine, Monstercue,with Eric joining halfway, and home.

10th July, Saturday. Another 7 hours of pool. :o
Went over to Baby's, nua-ed for abit, then headed down to town.
I forgot why we wenta Somerset 313, but we had dinner there.
Walked around and finally got our tiny Cinnamoroll photo album. :D
Monstercue for pool, with Enwei, Eric, Blackshirtguy(:x), and Jolyn(?).

Hahah, baby was feeling super awkward for certain reasons.
Made me laugh like mad, then end up feeling the awkwardness also.
Played all the way until like, 3am I think? Bought cup noodles to eat too. (:
Shared cab home, watched the end part of Germany match, slept.

11th July, Today. Dinner &Monstercue pool, as usual. (:
My cash is depleting at a super fast rate. I needa save soon! :/
&I need a more happening life manz. Lol.

Wonders if everything will ever be the same again?
I love you. Always have, always will.

&We'll never ever ever be apart.

2010-07-06T01:56:00.001+08:00

3rd July, Saturday. 7 hours of pool. \m/
Woke up, prepared, and headed over to Baby's.
Nua-ed there, cause he was dying his hair, &his internet's down. :/
Accidentally saw certain messages, that I wish I didn't.
Kinda screwed my mood up for like the whole day?

Left for Dhoby to meet Enwei, &co in the evening. Monstercue for pool.
Wow, we played from like, say, 7 plus all the way till 2am? :o
Had a very expensive supper at the coffeeshop nearby.
Watched abit of the Spain &Paraguay match. &Shared cab homee.

I love it whenever you put your arms around me,
&Whisper to me that, You love me. I'm sorry for the jealousy I felt.
But, no matter what, believe me, I do trust you.
&I'll learn, to have more confidence in myself.
And stop thinking that everyone else is better than me.

4th July, Sunday. Popo's birthday.
Woke up, prepared, and Baby came over to find me. (:
Went to Popo's house with my family, and nearby to eat Zi cha.
Daddy sent us to the Mrt station afterwhich. Monstercue pool &home.

5th July, Monday. No youth day for me. ):
Couldn't fucking sleep the night before. 3 hours on bed, still awake.
I think I had too many random thoughts on my mind. :/
Had like damn little sleep, and woke up early for Blaw project.
I swear the presentation was like, what the fuck. He kept shooting
Sihui with questions, and his stare was fucking intimidating. -.-

After school, met up with Baby at Plaza Sing.
Monstercue pool, and I started feeling damn jelly-ish.
Whole body was weak and tired. So, got trashed pretty badly.
Walked around Cine and Plaza Sing, before heading home. (:

I think, I'm falling sick soon. I should rest, *Looks at the time.

You, my definition of love.

2010-07-02T19:45:00.002+08:00

Ohyes, happy with the results I've received so far.
A for Marketing, and full marks for ICT. \m/ Thanks, Ben. :p
Gotta buck up and start doing notes after this already. Hopefully.

Anyway, update for 9th's celebration. ♥
Went back home to prepare and change after school.
Baby's afterwhich. Napped at his house, that dumbdumb's sick. :/
Get well soon alright, baby dearest? Don't make me worry. (:

Left his house in the evening. Monstercue for pool!
Somerset 313, to look for places for dinner. &Settled down at F.I.S.H.
Food's there not bad. (: Heh, satisfied our hungry stomachs.

Rushed over to Cine for our movie, Eclipse. \m/
It was awesome! Though baby found it purely average.
Difference between a fan and a neutral. ):
Cabbed homee. Baby always makes me feel very loved. ♥
Thank you for holding onto me, and always being so sweet. (:

♥ Baby Booboo ;
I can’t promise you that this would be a perfect relationship.
I can’t promise you that we’ll never fight or hurt each other.
I can’t promise you that I won’t get jealous at everything else.

But what I can promise you is, this love will be worth it.
I promise I'll make you happy, I'll make you proud to say I’m yours.
& I promise you, time that we spend together, will be the best.
I love you, truly do. &I'll keep holding on.

Once again, a very special day.

2010-07-01T00:00:00.001+08:00

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Happy 9th month of being with me, my silly dearest. ♥

Yay yay yay! I get to celebrate our monthsary with you once again. (: I'm damn excited already. Are you are you? Eclipseee. \m/ Heh. Though I'm a bad planner, I seriously do hope the day will go on smooth and well, and most importantly, happy and loving alright? Aiya, what we do doesn't matter, as long as we spend the day together right? ♥

Thanks for tolerating me, baby! Can't believe you actually put up with my fuckface and my stupid temper for 9 months! Though 9 months' probably still considered quite short. But, you're the best lah. Heehee. Whoa, why the hell am I insulting myself sia. ): But seriously. I'm glad you didn't leave me or even step out of my life at all. Even when the quarrels got damn ugly, or even when I get really fucked up. I'm really happy for that.

I know being with me ain't that easy. (Neither is it easy being with you. Ops. :x) But, we've still held on till now, bearing with each other, continue loving. &I know we'll continue till a long, long time. Longer than we could've ever expected when we first stepped into this relationship, this love. (: Don't ever give up holding my hand, kay? To me, this love is the most perfect ever.

I liked you. I fell in love with you. I truly love you now. And I'm falling deeper, and deeper, in love with you as each day passes. I can never get enough of you nor your sweetest kisses and warm hugs. And I can never be without you, cause you're my everything.

Baby, let me be your sweetest last. ♥

You'll see a side of love you've never known.

2010-06-28T01:33:00.003+08:00

Holidays are ending ; School's starting tomorrow! Busybusy.
Pretty worried for my EssFs project. It's not started at all. -.-
I'm having the insane thought of just starting it alone first.
But, it's dumb when EssFs is like alien to me?

Yesterday. planned a Sentosa outing. (:
Me, Baby &Weiming went over to Pris' early to prepare the food.
She's a copy cat. Told her I booked Eclipse tickets already,
then she copycopy went to her lappy and booked as well. LOL. :x
So, we'll both catch Eclipse the first day it comes out. Nice. \m/

Cabbed over to Vivo to meet Gill &Jermaine, &off to Sentosaaa.
They started suntanning, while we ate. Play a lil of volleyball as well.
I loveee volleyball, though, I kinda suck at it. Ahaha. I should train! :x

Played bigtwo, losers cleared up my beloved luncheon meat.
Cause it was kinda like, salty in a weird way. Sucks. ):
Got down to the water. Dumb Gill didn't bring extra clothes,
so she stayed on the beach watching us bully each other. Lol.
Finished the food, packed, and went to wash up. (:

Gill left to meet *cough. Prissy and Wm wenta idk where.
While baby and I headed to Monstercue. Heh. Standard.
First thing uncle said when he saw me was, whoa why you so red. ):
I really regret being lazy and only putting sunblock on my face.
Played, prata supper and went home.

Today, supposed to be a stay home day.
But baby last minute decided to meet me still. Heh. (:
Met him at Monstercue, played pool, threatened to hit each others' sunburn.
That asshole randomly created some Jiazui game. ): I suck at it.
Left for prata supper and headed homeee.

Hopefully school will be good. Though i highly doubt so.

Simple days with my loves.

2010-06-23T00:34:00.003+08:00

Ohman, seriously not liking my fringe right now.
Don't even feel like taking or posting pictures anymore! ):
Rah, I miss being the one-eyed monster,
&Everyone complaining bout it's length. Grow fringe, grooow! ~

Ohwell. Been living a daily routine for like, a week or so?
Waking up at 3pm, preparing, then go and find baby.
Then slacking at his house till 6 or 7 before heading to Monstercue. ♥
Being a bit no life, but simple days like this with him, are good enough. (:
Andand, he says I've really improved in my pool skills. Yay!
Played with Enwei &co. the other day. &I feel like I've gotten better too. ^^

Today, met up with darling at night at Serangoon.
Mac for dinner, &Studied and slacked at 240(?).
Heh, kept complaing to her bout my cravings of food I can't get.
Seaweed shaker fries, Twister fries, Mayouji, Icecream.
Then she walked over to Mac to get me my Sundae. Best. ♥
Played Bigtwo at the end, and headed homeee.

Hmm. Feels like there's a lot of projects to be done.
4 on hand, and only 1 started. Super last minute this semester.
Due dates' like, 2 weeks from now. :o Hope things will go well?
&That the meetings over the next few days will be fruitful. :/
Can't wait for everything to be done, &Presentations to be over. \m/

I love my baby BooPeixun &darling Prissy. (:

Don't want this love to feel like a battlefield.

2010-06-17T01:29:00.011+08:00

All pictures are on Facebook, as usual. (:

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#150610, Yesterday. Kbox with my darlings. (:
Baby came over to fetch me in the afternoon first,
then we headed over to Monstercue for a bit of pool. :D
Played till its about time, then walked over to Cine.

Met Gill along the way. &Wenta Hotdog factory for dinner.
Yay, finally satisfied my craving for Chicken baked rice. ^^
Prissy came, and we went up to Kbox, while Bb headed home.

Felt damn retarded, cause we three didn't really know
how to use the system there. :x Now, only Prissy knows. Lol.
Camwhored much, and all headed home. Meet up again soon, girls. ♥
&That dumb Gill, made me feeling like drinking. ):

#160610, Today. Baby changed his hairstyle!
His side view looked like KHJ's. &His front looks like Hsueh Hai. \m/
Shortened my fringe too, finally. Damn, it feels like bangs. :/
Like, when bangs grow long &start poking your eyes that stage? _l_

Last minute, Baby asked me to meet him.
So prepared and headed down to his house to find him.
Wenta his usual salon for our haircut. Baby's so indecisive. :x
All done, then trained over to Plaza Sing for dinner.

Monstercue-d for Pool again. ♥
Yay, my best score today. Baby 13, I 9. Woohoo!
Must improve to win baby. Gotta start learning placings. ~
Babybaby, faster teach me more kay. *Watery eyes. :p
Rushed back for last train home. (:

Love you, my cute little Booboo. ♥

My sweetest drug.

2010-06-15T02:33:00.000+08:00

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Hihi. Baby finally had time to spend with me! (:
So we decided to go on a sweet little date for today. ♥

Cooked lunch for Bb. Pasta &His favourite Cheese Hotdogs.
But that pig took forever to come, the pasta turned cold. ):
&He finally admits that, the cheese hotdogs I make are nicer
when I make them at my house as compared to at his house. :p
Yay, glad I'm able to make something nice that he likes to eat. ^^

Went to bathe and prepare, while he continued his Naruto frenzy. ~
Headed down to Cine to get our movie tickets first.
&Baby randomly caught me another Me-to-you. Fav. (:
Bused to Monstercue for pool. Yaay, finally! ♥
But I swear I was damn off-form. Baby totally trashed me. ):

Rushed back to Cine for our show, The Karate Kid.
By the way, I was wondering. He's learning Cheena Kungfu.
So why the hell is the movie called the Karate Kid? ._.
Anyway, the show was pretty good, I guess?
Just a little draggy, but, the moves were cool! :D

Took train back homeee. &I felt happy! (:
I love my cute little baby, Boo Peixunnn, ♥.
Who never fails to make my day, and make me smile! ;
Who has a weird hair colour but I still love him all the same! :x
&Who is all that I can ever ask for, &All that I've ever wanted.
I'm so glad I have you with me, you know that right? Muah! ♥

Bonds that'll always stay strong, together.

2010-06-14T00:53:00.002+08:00

My darlings. ♥ Others pictures, on my facebook. (:

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Time to update.
Past two days were boring. Though, it was the start of holidays? :/
Just rotted at home for the noon, then going to Suntec at night.
To get Strepsils for baby &fetch him from work, home.
Went for Prata supper on Friday as well. :D

Today, woke up, &randomly decided to meet Prissy?
Brother sent me to Serangoon. ^^ He damn cute, I swear.
He wanted to drop me off in the middle of the road. -.-

Met Prissy, and bused over to Suntec for the IT fair.
Walked around with her, looking for her gankor,
Though she had no single idea which brand he's working for. ._.
Totally like looking for a needle in a haystack. Gave up,
after much squeezing &fighting for oxygen with the crowd.

Went to find baby, passed him his strepsils.
Then to Dhoby, Monstercue to find Gill, Jay, Chris &another girl.
It's been like, how long since I seen that girl sia! 3 months!? ):

Played a few round of pool with Prissy before heading for dinner. :D
Gill wanted her Astons, but damn suay. The kitchen had some problems.
Had Xinwang Hk Cafe instead, before they all headed home.
Slacked with Prissy darling at Serangoon, then home. (:

I am happy today. ♥

Love that's only meant for you.

2010-06-05T01:36:00.003+08:00

Yay, ICAs are almost all over for now.
Just left with ICT's next week, and I'm free! (:
This semester is not a very good one, though. Tough modules.
&I screwed up EssFs today. Studied last minute again. ):

#010610, Celebrated 8th's after both our school. ♥
Fetched baby from school, and went down to Marina.
Dinner at Waraku, Mr. Curry. Food there's not bad! (:

Hanged around Prize stage, but Bb couldn't find anyth to catch.
So, ended up going back to Monstercue for pool, then home.
Felt real bad, cause didn't get anything for baby this time.
Super out of ideas already. What else does he lack? D:

Yesterday, went for work at Expo at some Motherhood fair for UOB.
Worked as balloon distributor, and to guide the mascot around.
Super slack! With good pay. Hehe. ♥ &The elephant's damn retarded.

Today, knocked out at baby's house. I was damn tired.
In the night, headed down to Monstercue for pool again.
Super off-form. I think I'm in a too seh mood to play. ):

Darryl and Marc came as well. &As I said in Twitter,
Today's the day where I willingly patted his dog, Prince.
Good improvement! *Encourages myself. LOL. :x
Damn dumb. I still don't understand why I'm afraid of dogs. ):

Off to catch up on my sleep. Byeee. ♥
Oh, by the way. I love you, BooPeixun. (:

Happy 8th, love. (:

2010-06-01T00:00:00.001+08:00

A special post dedicated to a special someone. (:

HAPPY 8TH MONTHSARY, PEIXUN BABY. ♥

That's fast. I thought 7th was just yesterday? :x Hah, idiot. I'm officially your longest girlfriend already! Like super proud of myself, cause maybe I really didn't expect us to be able to come so far together, with our clashing tempers and all. (: When are you gonna be my longest? Heehee. :p

Thanks for everything! Like I mean every single thing! From trying to change for me, quitting smoking, bringing me to places and teaching me pool, spending your precious time with me alone, and just, being there for me and loving me. It's really sweet and nice, having you around. You make me whole, make me, feel loved and cared for. Make me smile especially, with your speical ways. (:

Don't ever let go of this love alright? I know we can walk down the road together, for much further and longer, cause this love is true. And cause I do love you with all my heart, just like how you do the same. This love is not easy to come by, so let's cherish it and do the best that we can to make it the sweetest, best, and most loving one and make the whole world jealous!

I LOVE YOU, IDIOT BABY BOOBOOO. :D

2010-05-27T23:59:00.001+08:00

Back for updates? In the midst of ICAs right now. :/
Screwed Biz Finance. That's for only studying just before the paper. ):
Three more papers to go, then it's just the projects already.

School pretty much sucked today due to the bad mood.
After school, went for a job interview/briefing.
Then, Prissy got me lost. Took random buses.
End up.. we machiam hiking. I swear she's fucking unreliable! _l_

Dhoby, walked around. Then Monstercue for pool (:
She trashed me the other day, so I took my revenge today. :x
Bused back to Serangoon, playing Bigtwo. :x
&Baby last minute came to slack with us, &home. :D

Really don't wish to drift apart from you any further.
Things haven't been going very well between the two of us.
Quarrels, our attitudes, and tempers, that screws everything up.
Things are not good for you too, &I wish I can do anyth to help? :/

Just hope things will take a turn for the better really soon?
Cause I just want to be happy with you, spend more time with you.
Baby, it's time to spend some quality time together!
I want the sweet and loving us back like now now? (:
I love you baby. Continue loving me too kay. ♥

Airplanes in the night sky, like shooting stars.

2010-05-20T12:39:00.004+08:00

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Finally updating my blog. :p School's getting me really tired.
Trying to keep up with the tutorials, do all of them each week,
but I'm becoming lazier and lazier, as expected. :/
&ICAs have started, projects released. Good game. ):

Things between Baby and I, don't seem to be going very well either.
Quarreling and arguing a lot. Attitudes and short tempers.
But, I know things will be back to normal soon? I hope. (:
Baby, let's do our best for this love kay? Muah, Love you. ♥

Okaaay, obviously I can't remember what happened, to update.
Let's see, I've been to the discovery center to do my NE project.
I swear that place is lame, it was fun when we were still kids. ):
I've caught RobinHood (Super nice!), and District 13 with Bb.
&I'm still playing pool very frequently with baby dearest &co.
I'm very much addicted to playing pool, for now. (:

That's all for now, I think. Will update again, soon? :x
Ohoh, guess what? I'm officially baby's longest r/s already! \m/
Proud of myself. Hi, baby, I'll continue holding you tight! ♥

The reasons for my laughter. (:

2010-05-09T02:02:00.003+08:00

Finally, met up with Danny Daddy today! (:

Super tired after being out the whole day. I'm getting old. :/

Met up with Prissy darling first in the noon.
Chilled at Serangoon Mac, &She attempted to screw my face up.
Helped me makeup and stuff, for fun. Both laughed like mad. :B
&Daddy came over to find us, then went down to Bugis. (:

Had Fishyfishy for our lunch/dinner. Daddy ordered some drink.
Called Love Potion. Cause he said he needed some Love. LOL.
&It ended up making all of us give the tong ku face. Damn sour.
Daddy's expression was priceless. (Y)

Wenta Illuma to walk around, and play arcade.
Played like, dumb games to collect the tickets. ;x
Retarded. So daddy changed some, giraffe pencil for us. LOL.

Daddy left, while darling and I continued walking around Bugis.
Got her Mama's day present, &bought some bracelet together.
Cookie and Elmo. Fucking cute, I swear. \m/ ♥

Wanted to play pool. But, Monstercue was packed; Pomo too.
So, dropped the idea cause we were tired of walking around. ):
Headed back to Serangoon to slack, and Bigtwo, then home.

Missed going out with Prissy, being retarded, laughing like mad.
I miss CG days as well. But, they're never coming back. :/
Things are just not the same anymore. Never will be.

Off to do work.
&I miss my Peixun. ):

A turn in events, A change in you.

2010-05-06T17:02:00.004+08:00

Hihihi! Decided to come update, since I've like nothing to do.
&I'm pretty tired of researching for ICT project. x.x
&The weather's fucking killing me. ):

I'm like, camping at home for today. Skipped school even.
Been long, since I actually felt like just chilling at home.
Spent some time thinking things through, settling my feelings.
Talked to darling, and I felt a strong fear. :/

I can only hope for the best? Cause, I've no idea,
What's coming for me, How things are gonna turn out.
The sudden change in everything is, disturbing.
Hard to adapt to. But.. I'll be fine, I know. (:

Monday, 3rd May.
Darling brought me to Bugis for fishyfishy soup ~ ♥
Walked about, looking for a place to play pool.
Ended up heading back to Monstercue to play. -.-
She trashed me real bad. I suspect she has secret training. :/
Headed for home at bout, 11 I think.

Really missed going out with her, spending crazy times together.
Or even just purely slacking or studying at Serangoon.
She's the one who've never left my side, regardless.
Memories with her, can never be replaced nor forgotten.

Darling, whatever it is, I'm here kay. Always here for you. (:
I'm sorry if I've neglected you much in the past.
But, I realised, I wasn't prioritizing well enough.
You're as important. &I'll start balancing things.
I love love love you! ♥ Let's have more PC days! :D

I can't remember what happened on Tuesday.

Wednesday, 5th May.
Randomly arranged an outing with the usuals. (:
All headed down to Monstercue for pool.
Things were pretty screwed up, upset and moody.
Spammed SJWYDN. (Y) &Wooo, I can win Z in pool! I rock. \m/

Darling left, played a few more rounds, then Plaza Sing for dinner.
Back to Serangoon to slack and Bigtwo. Z keep bullying me ):
But made me laugh like mad as well, so I shall forgive you. :D
Left for home at 10 plus?

Last but not least, surprise baby!
Here's the picture you requested. (:
Our family has hit 30. Pretty unbelievable and amazing.
Wonders if there'll be more additions? :/ Oh well.

Anyway, I love you, baby. Always have, always will.

Done! Long and messy post, but, I dont care.
Ohohoh, Mama just bought Tutu kueh back. Mad love. \m/

Happyhappy 7th, dearest love. (:

2010-05-02T02:47:00.009+08:00

My dearest lovelove! (:

We're mushroom sauce addicts. (There's two more, cleared away. ;x)
&My Me-to-you bear! Damn cute, it has watery eyes. :D
&Baby acting cute, using only the top part of his cue to play.
&My 7th's present for him/us! (: Love it.

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Wooo! Blink of the eye, and it's our 7th!
I thought our 6th just happened yesterday!? ;x

Celebration was simple. My turn to plan. :/
So, made baby fetch me from home, and headed to Cathay.
Got tickets for Ip Man 2, then early dinner as Astons. \m/
Baby's medium is more bloody than my medium rare, as usual. ;x

Back to Plaza Sing, Big Sweetland. For my Me-to-you. (:
Spent a bomb, but it's fucking cute. Baby's the best. ♥
Walked over to Monstercue for our daily pool session.
Hurt my previous finger wound again, bled alot. ): Painful.

Gave him the handphone strap I got for him, at 7.40pm. :D
But then, he's not even the least surprised, as usual.
Cause he already expected it already. Spoil mood. ):

Rushed back to Cathay for our movie.
Think the show was not bad? Had pretty high expectations.
But.. think it's not as Whoa as what everyone's saying though.
Me wanna watch my Iron Man 2 luh! ):

Bused back to Serangoon, sent baby back to his house there.
&Took bus home from there. It's a wonder we didn't cab. :o
Let's keep this up, baby. ;x

Shall head to bed now! Sleepy die me.
Will update bout Friday, if I'm not lazy. {Updated at previous post.}

Little message, for my Baby Peixun. ♥
It's not easy for us to have walked so far, together.
&I'm really glad to have you by my side all this while.
Can't imagine how life without you would be like.
And I never ever wanna experience it, alright?

I want you, I need you, I love you. &No one else.
I'll cherish you, and everything that we have right now.
I'll make you the happiest ever, the most loved.
&I'll love the fuck out of you with all that I've got. :D

So let me be your one and only, your sweetest last love,
And I'll make you mine in return. ♥

Love of a lifetime.

2010-05-02T02:40:00.000+08:00

♥ Sweetest love.

Aha, used some rubbish, made it into a heart.
&Told baby he must keep it, cause it's my heart. LOL.
&I stuffed it into his wallet happily. :D

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29th April 10', Our little dating day. ♥

Wenta fetch baby from school after mine ended. (:
&Off to Serangoon Mac for lunch, then to his house.
Put down his lappy and stuff, left house in the late afternoon.

Went over to Fareast to walkwalk.
Baby attempted to make me shop, but failed. :B
Butbut, I found my heart stockings. Like finally. (:
It's like everywhereeee now. Lol. ._.

Got Chippy for dinner, and went to Monstercue as usual.
Heehee, I nearly pawned baby! It was a draw when we're leaving.
So he demanded another one cause he say he must win. Idiot.
Me must train harder to win him. *Motivated.

Got back to Plaza Sing, Prize stage.
Baby's a pro. He hooked Cinnamoroll's string &caught it. ;o
&He caught another Cinnamoroll. With like. 10 buck in total.
Swear he was damn lucky. Left for home happily. (:

BooPeixun makes me a happy girl! (:
So fortunate, to be able to spend my life with him. ♥

Cause you had a bad day.

2010-04-29T19:10:00.011+08:00

Met up with the 'usuals' yesterday! ^^
I mean, Baby, Prissy, and Z. It's like, whoa.
When's the last time we actually all came out?

Sweet baby fetched me after school. (He's forced. :B)
Went back to his house, he cooked luncheon meat for me! ♥
Been long since he did that already, felt really happy. (:
Slept for abit while he prepared, and left to meet them.

All trained over to Plaza Sing, for the two to have their dinner.
Then walked over to Monstercue for pool. ♥
Took turns to play with each other, baby owned us. ):
But, Prissy's pro. She successfully stressed baby out. (Y)

Back to Serangoon for Prata ~ (:
Slacked, they talked for abit, and bused back home.

As for today.. damn down on my luck. :/
It's making me feel so pekcek, pissed off super easily.

Hmm, been reflecting on myself much more recently.
No idea why, I think I'm like going crazy or something. :3
My personality and flaws are beginning to hit me so hard.

Had a mini heart-to-heart talk with Daddy on Msn just now! (:
Random much, but, it did make me feel better for awhile?
Though we didn't really come up with much solution.
But he says I can bug him like I did last September. Best. \m/

Lazy to type anymore, shall go eat &do work, hopefully.
(Edited, I ended up taking a nap on the sofa until 10. ;x)
&I wish, hope and pray. That tomorrow would be better.
I want a happy, good day that is not screwed up like today. Please? :/

Oh, and lastly. I miss my BooPeixun. ):

Heartfelt thoughts.

2010-04-27T23:44:00.012+08:00

Baby's heart-shaped break at pool today! Do you see ittt? :D
He says that I'm thinking too much, though. ):

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Fucking tired right now. Had real bad sleep last night.
Took like a long couple of hours to fall asleep.
&Woke up at least 4 times through the night. Suck. ):

Really should change my habit of digging into things on my own ;
Being all sensitive, and paranoid due to the trauma in the past ;
Having itchy fingers and always finding out random things.
Just cause I know how it felt like, not finding out certain things earlier.

But then, I still think knowing and feeling hurt, is better than
being ignorant bout everything and falling harder in the future.
I don't believe ignorance is bliss. So I guess, I only have myself to blame?
No idea what I should do bout myself. I'm super fucked up yo. :/

I'll just trust you, trust you with all my heart.
&Believe that, nothing will ever be hidden between the two of us.

You already know, that all I want is to know everything, that's all.
A couple is nothing with secrets and lies, and without trust, right?
So, break down all the walls and tell me things, okay? (:

Baby, nothing can ever come in between us.
&I'll believe. That you'll be my last, my best ; Just like how I'll be yours. ♥
Peixun baby, I really do love you.

Smiles and laughter, all cause of you.

2010-04-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

♥ 27th Cinnamoroll, BaiPingGuo. (:

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Was supposed to stay home for the day, do some tutorials.
But, last minute headed out for dinner with Baby's family. (:

Met them at Amk Hub, wenta walk around for abit with baby.
Then his Dad brought us to somewhere near Harbourfront?
For my Bak kut teh. \m/ Was super damn happy. :B ♥
That's another craving down. Though, I still crave for it. :/

Dropped us off at Vivo, and baby and I walked around.
Nothing much to do, so headed to Dhoby for Prizestage.
Finally caught the green apple Cinnamoroll baby likes. (:
Monstercue for pool. Won 3 out of 10 rounds. Noobish much. ):

Cabbed back home. &I'm hungry. *Sniffs.
Sigh, another school week ahead. Suck.

&Baby, you make me look forward to every tomorrow.
Cause I know, you'd definitely be apart of it. Love you. ♥

Our special token of love.

2010-04-25T01:09:00.009+08:00

Here's our cute little x.Baihua! :D

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Uploaded picture, then feel damn lazy to type. :/
Totally running out of things to update about. Life's the same.

Gah, been craving for a lot of food lately. ):
Bak kut teh, Frogleg porridge, Unagi sushi, Tako, Kfc etc.
*Wonders when baby will be nice, &bring me to eat them.

Anyway, out with Bb dearest today.
Happy, had my Kfc for dinner. That's one craving down. ♥
Went walking around Plaza Sing, and still had fun.
Got like shingz nail polish and eyeshadow. :B

Prizestaged, baby cheated and caught Cinnamoroll. (:
He pulled the cloth spreadd below it, made it roll in. Lol.
After, headed to Monstercue for pool, again. o.o
Seems like I've been playing pool every single day.
&Cabbing home everyday as well. Jialat, needa save. :/

Baby made me laugh alot today, though it's a normal day. (:
Did and said alot of dumb silly things together.
Really hope days will stay this happy and simple for us.

&That this love will remain as strong as ever.
Eh, no. I mean, grow even stronger as each day passes. (:
Love you, BooPeixun. Muah. ♥

Your hugs are the sweetest ever.

2010-04-23T16:41:00.003+08:00

Currently at Baby's house. He's fast asleep. (:
So I decided to blog and think up what to do later. :/

Oh, &tadah! *Points to the picture above.
My baby turned into a super ah beng yesterday.
With like, red fringe. Got pretty shocked when I saw him. ;o
&I'd randomly touch his hair, wondering if it's fake. LOL.
So the main purpose of me blogging, is to shock everyone. :D

Brief updates. Survived a week of school already.
Boring modules. &I think I'm damn down on my luck this sem. :/
How do I survive 10 over more weeks? Shitzxc.

Finally met up with Serene girlfriend for dinner yesterday.
Havent seen her since before the last sem's exams lah! (:
Pepperlunch, Monopoly card game, &Pool.
With Serene, Andrew, Siang Ern, Weiqi. &Baby.

Then they all left, while Bb and I caught Monga at Cathay.
Thought it was some weird show. But, not bad.
&We caught a little red mushroom, named it x.HongGu. (:

My cute little wugui boyfriend, I love you! (:
Little things you do, always affect me much more than you'd thought.
Cause you mean alot to me alright. So don't forget to be nice to me! ;x

You're the reason for my smiles, laughter, and happiness.
You're the reason for me to continue fighting for love. ♥

Happy 200th day, lovelove.

2010-04-19T23:51:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 200TH DAY, PEIXUN BABY! (:

Days with you seem to be flying past, I wish it'd slow down.
Cause I wanna cherish it, and live it well, enjoy the times with you.
I wanna create even more better memories with you.
I want our love story to be the best ever. To last for eternity.

Baby, my love for you is true. You know that, right?
I've been seeing you for the past 200 days. Almost.
But, I'm still not getting sick of you, and I know won't be. (:
Days spent with you, are the best ever. &They'll get better.
I'll never get enough of you, baby dearest. I only want you. :D

We'll only stay this close, or get even closer than before.
No less, Never gonna drift. It's a promise made, since long ago.
&We'll both abide by it, right? (:

Keep hugging me tight, and holding me close kay?
This love will last forever more, cause we're meant to be.
I love you. Feel it. Muah. ♥

You're the rightful owner of my heart.

2010-04-15T02:28:00.000+08:00

Hihihi. I finally met up with Stephanie today! (:
But, she's flying back to Aussie again soon, though.
People, where's the supposed ktv session!?

Bugis-ed with Steph &Prissy for lunch and shopping today.
Walked around Bugis street for like, a whole 2 hours plus?
&Prissy and I got damn tired. I think I'm growing old. :/
Back to Mac to rest and slack, then back to Serangoon.

They both headed to Pris's house, while I met up with baby.
Waited for him for forever. Piggypig. ):
Trained to Cine, got tickets for Rec 2.
Chicken baked rice from Hotdog Factory for dinner. ♥
Went up to play Bishi, then played pool. I'm still a noob. :/

Went for our show. Initially, it reminded me of Quarantine.
&In the end, I realised Rec 2 IS Quarantine 2. -.-
Damn dumb. But, it's wasn't that bad. Made me jump, like the first.
&That silly baby keep pinching me when he kana shock. _l_

Lazy us, cabbed back home. ;x

&Not long after parting ways with Baby,
I started missing him like fuck already. ):
Hope we'll not lose time with each other after school starts?
Baby, I LOVE YOU! ♥

The flame that will never die down, our love.

2010-04-11T23:12:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling like, super tired and lazy right now.
Only a whole day out and I'm aching like shit.
I feel like just laying dead on my bed. ):

My gastric problems are still the same, not any better.
Darling, I get what you mean whenever you say you
'Feel as if someone punched you in the stomach'.
I feel it like every single fucking day now. :/ Hate it.

I seriously wanna be healthy, alive and kicking again!

Yeap, still staying home to maple these days.
There's nothing to do at home, nor outside. Boring ttm.
I hope life will be more fulfilling when school starts. :/

Dimsum with Family, Baby, Sister's boyfr, Brother's girlfr today.
Still have a mad love with egg tarts. :D &We wenta Marina Barrage.
Sister's crazy and random idea of all flying kites together. o.o

Baby's talented in flying a kite, i swear. Hidden talent!
It was flying high up in the air in no time ; Kept it fastest too. :O
But, we lost my brother's kite at the very end. :/
Didnt know the string wasn't tied dead at the end.
Flew away, when we let out all of the string. -.-

And, my brother's damn fail. Lost hold of the handle,
&Started chasing after it as it flew away with the kite. Laugh die.
Walked around the gallery, ate junk at the cafe.
&Brother sent Baby and I over to the Mrt. Nearly buanged. ._.

Slacked around Bishan area, before finally deciding to head home.

Thank you for sending me home, Baby dearest. ♥
I'm sorry life is boring with me right now, but, I love you.
&I hope my love is strong and true enough to keep you close to me.

I'll cherish spending time w/ you, even if we're doing nothing at all.
Cause the fact that you're with me, is better than anything else. (:
Muahmuah. Love die you, baby.

Always on my mind, in my heart.

2010-04-06T03:36:00.003+08:00

Hihi, Updates on our 6th's celebration! (:
Been procastinating &Mapling since that night. ;x

Gah, life's not good.
Infection's back. Terribly painful at times.
Gastrics been bothering me multiple times a day.
Was dizzy &weak the whole day two days ago.
Almost blacked out while I was bathing. Freaky.
What's wrong with my body man. ):

Ohwell, updates.

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Pool, and Cafe Cartel.

New couple Bracelets! (: ♥

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1st April.
Baby's super sweet. Let me sleep longer,
While he secretly got up early, went to buy movie tickets,
&Collected our Bracelet at Plaza Sing, before coming to fetch me. ♥

Ohoh, and thank you baby, for printing the pictures.
Said to change our wallet pictures every month,
but we procrastinated. ;x Baby printed them all. :D ♥

Cabbed over to Cathay cause we were running late.
Got drinks, and went in for Clash of the Titan. :D
Non-3d though. I hate how it makes me dizzy &headache. :/
The moviee was pretty okay? Still prefer Percy Jackson's though. ;p

Decided to have our dinner at Cafe Cartel. (:
Then walked over to Mc for pool, cause we had nothing to do.
Had a hard time trying to play w/o zaogeng-ing. D: Xinku die.
&I was pro! Baby said so too. But.., only for ONE match. ;x

Wenta Cine, look at bearbears and Bishibashi.
&Homed.

2nd &4th April.
Baby came over to my house to chiong maple.
Thanks to him, Mama bought LJS breakfast back. :D

3rd April.
Went out only at night, cause I almost fainted at home.
Thought maybe going out to have a breather would be good.
But, felt damn weak and all. :/ Swear the feeling sucked.

Had dinner with Baby, Pzz and Chu at Bugis.
They had a long chat bout Maple, then wenta walk.
Bugis street, then walked to Chinatown, then Little India ._.
Took train home from there.

As for today, stayed home playing Maple. Sad life. ):
&Prissy's damn sweet. Actually jio-ed her out to eat Prata.
Then, some things cropped up so I didn't go out.

But she actually bought it over to my house for me,
knowing I wouldn't have dinner at home.

Love her to the max. ♥ Meet up soon kay? ^^

♥ Baby Peixun.
Sorry I've been making you angry these days. :/
Think my mood just screws up whenever my infection returns.
You also uh! Everytime pms de. ;x But, I still love you narh.
Miss you so much, really hope can meet tmr.

Never really said this but, thank you for planning 6th's. (:
&For the little surprises and efforts you put in to make the day work.
Really appreciate it alright? Muah. Just want you to be happy.
Really hope, we'll be happy together. Love die you. ♥

Happy 6th, love. (:

2010-04-01T00:00:00.003+08:00

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♥ Happy 6th, Baby dearest. (:

Time flies. It's our anniversary once again. (:
We've been through a lot of ups and downs,
but we still stayed strong and held onto each other.
&I'm glad, that you're still by my side till today. ♥

Baby, hope you are happy being with me alright?
I know I may not be the best, &I may not be your ideal.
But what I know is, I'll be the one who loves you the most.
&I'll be the one who treats you the best, and give you all that I've got.

I shall strive to be your longest, bestest love, &Your forever! (:
Let me be your one and only, your sweetest love, your baby.
I love you, and I truly mean it. ♥

Nightmares, once again.

2010-03-28T05:14:00.008+08:00

Things seem like they'll change from today onwards.
Well, at least that's what I feel. A huge change is coming for me.
No idea whether it'd be for the better or for the worse

I'm tired. It's time for a rest, for me to loosen my grip.
For you to regain your freedom, do things you want to do.
Things I've been stopping you from doing ;
People I've been stopping you from meeting.

As for whether it'll work out or not, I guess time will tell.
Though I doubt so, but I'm at a lost of what to do already. :/
Let's just see how things turn out, what you're willing to do for this love.

Can't believe all these nightmares are coming one after another,
When our 6th is like in a few days time? Sucks.

Anyway. Me lovelove Prissy darling! (:
We've been playing Msn games for hours. Felt better, distracted.
Though the random &sudden heartaches keeps coming back. -.-
Thank you darling. At least I know, you'll always be here for me. ♥

&Thanks, Zy kor, for trying to talk to me and help me.
Though I'm sure you're still pretty mad at me. ;x

Whatever it is, I love you. Always have, and always will.
I just want to cherish this love before it's slips away.

You're like a drug, an addiction.

2010-03-26T03:26:00.002+08:00

Hihi. I'm super tired, no idea why.
Anyway, baby called me up, and came over at noon. (:
Ate lunch together, and chionged Maple. LOL.
Chase those two's levels until sian already. ):

Headed down to town in the evening?
Went over to Cathay to get tickets for How to train your Dragon.
Then went back to Plaza Sing for dinner.
Prize staged. Baby anyhow tried catching the huge stitch,
&He was fucking lucky? Got it with 4 bucks. :O
Oh, we named it Toothless! ;x

Back to Cathay to walk around for abit.
Got some dress that Baby always wanted me to wear -.-
Went for our show, and it wasn't that bad.
Me lovelove Toothless! ♥ It's like fucking adorable.
(As in the dragon in the show.)

Baby sent me home after that. (:

Thank you for today, dearest. (:
Somehow, you just have your ways to make me laugh.
&I never fail to feel super loved and xingfu when I'm with you.
Muah. Hope our life will stay this happy, and peaceful, permanently.
You'll always be my one and only, my love. ♥

Dazzled by your childlike smiles, &your everything.

2010-03-24T20:59:00.008+08:00

I've absolutely nothing to do. Maple's still down.
So, decided to update rubbish over here. (:

Life's pretty much repetitive lately.
Revolving around meeting Baby, and Mapling all day.
Super no life shit. And it's 3 more weeks to go. :/
But I'm happy, cause I get to see baby everyday. :D

Havent been meeting Prissy darling much lately either.
Get well and meet up soon! &Don't worry alright.
We won't drift, no matter what. ♥

Kinda miss times where the four of us hang out.
Will it happen again? Or have things changed for good?
Really hope things will be back to normal soon.

I mean.. all these while, we hoped for her to be happy.
&Now that she is, everything's gotta change? :/
It just doesn't make sense at all, does it?

Ohwell, Let's just see how things goes.

&Baby dearest, thank you for being with me every single day.
I'm satisfied with life, cause I've got you with me. I love you. ♥